---------------Harrys p.o.v -------------
Being in One Direction has changed my life, i now have four brothers, and i wouldn’t change them for the world. Liam, he looks after us all, makes sure we are always safe; he is the dad of the group. Louis is the one who makes us laugh. Zayn is the supportive one; he is a great friend, the best in fact. Niall, well Niall is just Niall, the sweet one who is, kind of funny, and just eats, all of the time. Ever since the X Factor we spend all of our time together, as a family, and that’s how we all wanted it.
Being in the biggest boy band in the world is amazing but sometimes it is hard to get some privacy. I get all kinds of feelings building up inside of me and there is nowhere for them to go, nowhere for me to let them out. I know i could tell the boys, i know i can trust them, but that wouldn’t help, I’d still have to hide what i really feel from everyone else which doesn’t help me at all.
After three years of One Direction, the fan base is huge now, they are amazing. We have the most dedicated fans, sometimes too dedicated. Of course this means we can’t go anywhere without someone noticing us or a screaming fan girl asking for a picture. We got use to life, we all love it, of course. Louis and Niall live for fame; it’s all they ever wanted. For me it is different, it's hard, there will always be someone watching me. This means no staring in to Zayn’s beautiful brown eyes, although sometimes I can’t help myself, no matter who is watching.
I have put up with hiding my feelings for Zayn for three years now. I've loved Zayn from the beginning, the moment we met, as soon as we spoke, i just knew that i liked him and it soon turned in to love. Who could blame me though? It is hard to resist them beautiful eyes and that stunning face, his hair, i just want to touch it and his cheek bones and he is just perfect. It’s weird for me because i have never loved a guy before, i didn’t even know i could feel this way for a guy. But Zayn is not just any guy, and i think given the chance anyone would fall in love with him.
Over the time of One Direction i have even had a multiple number of girlfriends, to try and convince myself i wasn’t in love with Zayn Malik. Sometimes i genuinely liked the girls and i thought i could get over Zayn in time without anyone ever even knowing how i felt. But its undeniable, i was in love with Zayn and i don’t know how much longer i can hide this for, at least from him.
A few fans have questioned us about the 'Zarry' romance after they have watched videos of me and Zayn. It’s weird to think they can see the chemistry, but it’s hard to hide anything from them. They know us so well, and I’m glad they picked up something between Zayn and i. I have to admit; the way Zayn looks at me, i sometimes start to believe he feels the same way as i do. But that’s impossible, he is Zayn, perfect Zayn Malik, he would never fall for me.
The day of my mums wedding is coming by fast. It is going to be a small wedding with just family. My mother has asked me not to invite any friends. Stubborn as i am, i ask Zayn to go with me of course i want him there. Plus he isn’t just a friend, he is my best friend and I need my best friend by my side. I know it can never be more but sometimes i just wish it was.
Zayn has agreed to come to the wedding. I am so happy; i would finally get to be alone with Zayn, no distractions. Maybe this was the chance to tell him how i felt. I know he will never feel the same way i do, I’m just scared it will ruin our friendship. I need my best friend. I don’t know if telling him how i feel is worth ruining our friendship. Once i tell him, everything will change.
----------------Zayns p.o.v-------------
Harry asked me to go to his mums wedding; i think it will be cool. I don’t know why Harry didn’t ask the rest of the boys, i guess it’s because his mum wants it small, but i still didn’t expect to get invited. I don’t mind, I’m just happy to be going with my best friend and that Harry invited only me. It will be good to spend time with him; we hardly get anytime together anymore. There was this whole thing of "Zarry" and everyone asking questions about us. This makes it hard for me and Harry to talk in public; someone is always there, watching us. I want to be with my best friend, i just don’t want the accusations. I do love Harry. I don’t tell my friends how much i love them, but i really do love them so much, it’s just hard to admit it to everyone else.