-----------Zayns pov-------
Louis is behaving like a child. He pisses me off. He says im his best friend and that he doesnt want to lose me, but all he does is push me away. Losing One Direction does not have to mean we lose eachother, but at this rate, he is going to lose everything.
Although Louis is acting like a twat, Harry and I are together now. A couple, and nothing and no one can stop us from being happy.
Outside with Harry right now is perfect. We dont have to hide anymore, we can be together without the fear of getting caught. 'Harry, are you happy?' i ask out of the blue. 'Of course im happy! what makes you ask that?' he questions. To be honest i didnt know. 'Just wondering, i want to make sure you're doing the right thing for you!' i smile. 'Zayn, as long as i have you, im happy! okay?' he strokes my face. 'Harry, its not going to get easier is it? even though we're not in 1D anymore!' i was crying! why do i keep crying!! We walked over to the steps and just sat down in front of the house and sat in silence.
'No Zayn, it wont get easier, not right away! but as long as we have eachother we'll be okay, right?' he looked worried. 'Of course' i smile, but i wasnt so sure. I didnt want Harry losing everything because of me. Its not right, but there is no way i am losing him, we've lost too much already.
'Zayn do you know what? i dont care about the paps, or the media or anyone else in fact! we need to go on and live our lives! we cant be scared to walk out of the front door, or go shopping! We live normal lives, and if people want to take pictures, let them! if they want to write stories let them! It will just show everyone how happy we are! Because Zayn, im not having you doubt us because of that! i love you Zayn and no amount of media is going to change that!' harry breathes. 'wow' i let out.
'okay, lets do this!' i say. 'Harry, im just glad we're together at last' i kiss him, without haivng to worry about getting caught. And it feels so much better. 'Come on its late, lets go to bed' i smile.
