--------Louis p.o.v---------
oh my god. i cant believe this. Zayn is my best friend and i go and ruin that just because im jealous of him and Harry? What is the point anymore? I cant have, i can never have him! Harry has him so wrapped around his little finger, id be surprised if i can even talk to him. I never even thought of Zayn this way until him and Harry came out. It felt like a knife through the heart when they told me, i want him, and i didn't even know it, but now its too late.
Mine and Harry's friendship will never be the same either! he still blames me for causing the crash with Zayn, i blame myself to be honest! How could i be so stupid?!
At the hospital, my heart broke. When the doctor said that Zayn had asked only for Harry, my heart sank. He really loves him, and all i can do is sit in the sidelines and pretend to be happy for him.
Why am i even thinking about this? Zayn and Harry, lets call them 'Zarry' are so in love with each other they would never even suspect that i could feel like this for Zayn. I can do it. I can pretend like i dont care! Harry loved Zayn for three years and no one knew, i can do this.
yeah,sure, i cant even convince my self.
