--------------Zayns p.o.v----------------
I cant believe i told Harry what i felt. I only just started to understand my feelings myself. But he is my best friend and he has the right to know how i feel. Me and Harry felt mutual, although he admitted he had felt this way for a long time. I think i have too to be honest, i just didnt let myself admit.
Right now me and Harry are standing outside, and i kissed him. I dont know why i did, but i felt like i had to reassure him it was real. It is. There was a high chance someone could catch us. But to be honest, we both needed this. When we went inside everyone mocked Harry "Cry baby" they shouted. It was the boys typical banter. Harry didnt care though, we sat down and let them get on with it.
Harry and i sat on the sofa me and Louis were wrestling on. We spoke about the Teen choice awards which were not so long ago. We won four our of four of the awards we were nominated for. How amazing, our fans are the best. I mocked Harry about how the cameraman kept focusing on him and said he had a crush on Harry. Harry jokingly hit me so i hit back. As you can imagine this turned into a big fight between me and Harry. We both wanted to have the last say. As stubborn as we both are.
Harry got on his knees on the sofa and started jumping all over me. We were both laughing, we knew we were both joking. I hit Harry back. This is what i wanted. Me and Harry, having fun together and no one questioning us. The boys just sat there laughing at me and Harry fighting. Finally Harry gave up and said "only cause i love ya" and laughed punching me in the arm one last time. I knew this had more meaning than what others would see and this made me happy.
The following day i was on my way to my mothers house, i tried to visit her as much as possible. I was driving, and my phone vibrated. I ignored it but it kept on going. It must be important. So i answered. It Louis asking where i put his shirt. I sometimes wonder about this boy, he is a strange one. Maybe if he washed and cleaned his own clothes he would know where they were. Its like having a child. I was still on the phone to Louis telling him to get over it and wear another shirt.
Before i knew it, a truck, two times the side of my car suddenly crashed into the side of me. My life flashed before my eyes. I could feel the strain of the seatbelt holding me in place in the car as it span and flipped. I thought i was going to die, i thought this was it, and all i could think of was Harry.
