What now??

Chapter 4

I woke up regretting today. The only bright side is TJ will ablest be going to the same school only he is is only a different grade then me. Thank goodness, I do not have a dress code or a uniform. So I drag myself to the bathroom. I took a shower and got in my favorite shorts. They go down about a fourth of my thigh, then a black spaghetti strap top and a button down blue t-shirt. I grab my phone and wallet and then put them in my bag and went down for breakfast. When I got there I had ten minute tell I left with my brother and some of his friends her meet here.( he can make friends just by looking at him, I is easy going and can talk to any one. Me on the other had close everyone out there for I only have one friend because she is to stubborn to take a hint.) I ate alone because TJ had already ate and was in his room.

I went to the bus stop. I was listening to music (when I am sad or mad I will drown the world out and ignor the world) my brother knew that and when he saw me he told his friends wait a moment. He came to me.

"What's wrong?"

"Let see here your life, friends, popularity, girls, and golden boy. Me now outsider, waste of space, no friends, everyone hates me and you were the only one who stayed with me. I hate my life right now. Why did they leave.."

"Hey, listen." He cut in.

"No, I tired of waiting, listening, acting if life hurts, but it does and if you stop being glamorous you would now that life hurts more then you know. My parents are dead and every one hates me so life hurts." My voice falter at the thought of my parents.

My brother put his arm on my shoulder and walked me to the bus.

"Yo, TJ come sit with us."

"No come here" lots of people wanted him to go there. I looked up at him and he said " Na, I'd rather sit with my sister."

With that said they cleared a spot for me and TJ. I was about to smile but when I saw my necklace I just looked out the window.

When we arrived to school after a 20 minute drive we got off. I when on way and every one else wheat the other way. I was able to find the office. I said "hi" to the secratary.

"What do you need sweetheart."

" I am Stevie the new student."

" your Stevie?"

" Yes, do you have a problem with that." I snapped. She said not and gave me my schule and I when to social studies.

When I got there I was late. Not a minute late but a whole 20 minutes. I mentally slapped my head cause I walked in when they were in a middle of a lecture of something when I felt about 20 pairs of eyes on me. The teacher saw me and asked.

"Hello, how can I help you."

I relied softly " Hi, I am Stevie and I just got here." He must have relished I was a new student he said " oh, hi came to the front of the room and enter doses yourself." I walked to the front and looked at the floor and said, " hey, I am Stevie and I just moved here." The teacher who I think is Mr. S well that what it said on the white bored.

" you can take a seat in the back next to Dylan." Mr. S told me. I walk to the back and heard people whisper "didn't her parents know any girl names." or "wow she is a train wreak waiting to happen" there was laughter and other things I can not here but I sat down and grabbed my books. People kept glancing at me through class. I was panicking over nothing and starting to not breath. Man, why did they have cubbies to put extra stuff. I was hiperventalting and it was getting worst i could not move. Dylan say that and asked what's wrong and I was wheezing a little bit and I stop breathing for a moment and fainted.

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