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"I know you, I know I do. But your lying about something and I need to know what." "You do know me, you just think I'm dead. That's why you're not making the connection." I told her and looked down. "Who are you?" she asked a little kinder. "If I tell you, you can't tell any one, mainly Jake." "why?" "you'll see." I took out my contacts and looked up at Sammi. "So you're wearing colored contacts, that's the big secret?" "Is Jayy really the only one who could see it?" "See what?" "I'm CJ. Jake's little sister who left because he hit me. I came here because my friend got tickets and I missed you guys. I'm kind of having second thoughts really late." What Sammi did surprised me. She smiled at me and pulled me into a hug. "I love what you did to your hair." she said lovingly. Just like she would do when I was sad way back when. Just then I broke down crying. "I'm so sorry Sammi. I never should have run away!" I sobbed as Sammi held me closer and rubbed my back. "It's okay, baby Doll. You're 18, you're still just a baby. You make mistakes, it's okay." "I just feel so bad I caused every one to be so sad! I thought that everyone would forget about me in a week. I never dreamed of hurting you guys, I swear on black veil bear!" "I believe you, baby. You where scared and all shook up. Can I tell you something, hunny bunch?" Sammi said as she sat us down on the red couch in the bathroom. I looked up at her to see that she too had tears in her eyes. I nodded. "Jake said that he saw you get on a plane after he and Andy chased you from the hotel you where staying at. He came home and ever since then he when he's at home he'll look at the door waiting for you to walk through. It was a sad sight." "How was that supposed to make me feel better?" "it wasn't. You just needed to know that. Come on, we're missing the guys' show." "what about my war paint?" "Just say that you had a break down so you took it off." she said with a smile. I nodded and took off my makeup. We headed to the side stage to watch the guys play. "Hey Sammi?" "Yeah baby?" "You're not gonna tell the guys are you?" "Hell no, this is your ditch you can crawl out if you want, of course I never said that you'll be alone incase you need a boost." she said and rubbed my shoulder. "thanks" I told her and watched Jake play. He seamed off, they all did. I felt guilty knowing that it was because they where thinking of the me they remember. They try put on a good show the for the fans but I think they too have seen that they are forcing themselves to act like before. Seeing them back fired, big time. I was too wrapped up in my own thoughts to pay attention to the guys, so when Jake ran up to me and gave me a hug I was confused and surprised. "You were crying." He stated and wiped off a stray tear from my face. "Who was crying?! There is no crying at a BVB concert!" Ashley proclaimed and started to tickle me but stopped just as I started to laugh. "Now that that has been taken care of, I must go take a massive shit, bye bye now." He said in a completely serious tone causing me to laugh. "Is he always like this?" I asked Jake even though I knew what the answer was. "Well to be honest, he hasn't been like that since CJ left. You would really like CJ, Maria, you guys have a lot in common." Oh boy, you have know idea. "I really wish I could have met her. Hey, promise me that this tour you will continue to look for you sister again?" "You know what I will. By the way I hope you know that every one here is almost back to the way they were now that you are here." Good Lord of rock and roll is he gonna be like this the whole tour? What the hell have I gotten myself into?

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So guys how have you been? Thanks for all of the comments you guys left on the last chapter. I will try to update often but keep I mind that this is as far as I have written so far (as of the posting of this chapter.) I'm sorry if it is short, I'm literally grasping at straws here so it may be ending soon, I don't know. I love you all to bits and please check out my other stories.

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