Not again

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Jake's POV

I'm a reck. The guys saw that once I steped into their view. Jinxx was pretty bad to. CJ is like the little sister he never had, and he loved her as much as I did. "Man you ok?" Andy asked. I shook my head then let it fall into my hands. "her heart is broken, guys. I can tell." Jinxx nodded agreeing with me. "How do you know? I mean did she tell you?" CC asked. Strangely enough, crazy loud CC was as silent as a church mouse. "No. She was asleep. But she was still crying and she grabbed the bear we made instantly and she only does that in her sleep when she is lonely. And I can just feel it." "And she did something again." Jinxx added. We all gave him a weird look. Suddenly the words snapped together. Oh god not that, not again! "W-What do you mean, Jinxx?" Andy asked, his face was painted with pain like mine. "I saw her wrist guys," my hands moved from my face to my sides and made fists, "They were covered with bloody gauze" "That bastard!!" I growled. "We had her stoping cutting. Then he had to go and break her heart! I'LL KILL HIM!!" I screamed, getting up. I then ran to find my keys. I felt a light hand on my shoulder. I slowly to see CJ. She was still crying and from this angle I could see that she did have bloody gauze wraped sloppily around her wrist. "CJ. Tell me what made you so upset that you would do this again?" I asked her and she down looked at her wrist. "come sit over here." Ashley told us. CJ sat in the middle of our couch then the guys and I sat around her. "I walked into Adam's house and..." she stoped and started to cry. I pulled her in my arms and she continued with her story. "I... I saw him kissing ceristal on his couch. Then he said that I was to boring, ugly, and fat to be his girlfriend." she said then let out some sobs. I now hated Adam even more. CJ had always had a weight problem but with her being on the swim team sence she was four, you would never have never known. And she has never saw herself as the pretty girl she is and he has the nerve to call her ugly?! "So I slapped Adam and practically called crystal a bitch, then left." she finished. I tightened my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. "You know he's wrong, right?" I asked. She looked up at me with big questioning eyes. "Yeah, your like the most funny, crazy, and interesting girl I know." ashley told her, giving her a big goofy grin making her smile a bit. "Yeah, plus, you are now where NERE being fat." CC added. "and your one of the prettiest girls I know. And if what's his name doesn't understand all of that then he can suck it and fuck off." Andy told CJ . "Always know that we are and always will be here for you baby girl." Jinxx said, calling her by the nick name we all gave her. "I know." "Now let's fix this gauze." I told her and took her to the kitchen. She sat on the counter and waited for me to find gauze. Once I found some I undid her old set and dabbed it clean then redid it with new gauze making it tighter and thicker. I patted it gently when I was done and kissed the top of her head. "Come on. Time for you to go to bed, little missy." I told her. She sleepily shook her head. "No, I'm not tired." she wined with a yawn. "You always say that but once you lay down your out like a light." "ok but can to tuck me in and stay with me?" she asked. She only asked me to stay when she was sick or really sad, so I said I will stay until she fell asleep and I will be there when she wakes up in the morning. "Can you play me a lullaby?" she asked. I thought about it and thought it would be a perfect time for her to hear our new song "Saviour" "Hang on let me get the guys. They are gonna help me with your lullaby." she nodded her sleepy little head and I went to get the guys. They were all for it so, Jinxx and I got our acoustic guitars ready, CC was setting up some drum thingy, and ash and Andy were getting ready to sing. Andy singing lead of course.

"I never meant to be the one, who kept you from the dark. But now I know my wounds are sown because of who you are. I will take this burden on and become the holy one. But remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song.

So hear my voice, remind you not to bleed, I'm here. Saviour will be there, when you are feeling alone, oh, a saviour for all that you do. So you live freely with out there harm.

So here I write my lullaby for all the lonely ones. Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love. So I wil take this pen and teach you how to live. But what is left unsaid the greatest gift I give.

So hear my voice, remind you not to bleed, I'm here. Saviour will be there, when you are feeling alone, oh, a saviour for all that you do. So you live freely with out there harm.

When I hear your cries praying for light I will be there

When I here you cries praying for life I will be there"

By the time when were done CJ was fast asleep with a small smile on her face. I did as she asked and stayed the night in her room looking out for her in her small and uncomfortable desk chair. Oh the things we big brothers do for our baby sisters. All the guys slept over and in her room to. Being as she asked for her big brother to sleep with her. We are all her big brothers. Any way, CC fell asleep at the end of the bed. Andy, the spot nearest to the side of the bed. Ash, her closet. Jinxx, fell asleep in a sitting position with his back against CJ's desk. And myself, in the chair. For the longest time, we were all up and keeping an eye on her, but then we got bored and fell asleep. Every once and a while she would have a nightmare but like not wake up, so we would calm her down in her sleep, not waking her up, until she was at peace again. It was a long night. Like I said before. What won't we older brothers do for our baby sisters.

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Hey guys!!

So you havent met me yet!!! SOOOOOOOOOOO hai! I'm Spazz and I wrote this chapter!! Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! CJ doesn't know!! But she will ^.^ I hope you guys like it and hopefully CJ does to. Maybe CJ or I will upload CJ's point of view soon ^.^

Side note: MAN!! I LOVE MONSTERS!!! THEY ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! MOSTLY WHEN YOU HAVE 7!!!! AHAHAHAHAHHAHA TAKE THAT, SISTER!! MY SISTER SALLY HAS HAD THE RECORD IN MY HOUSE WITH 4 1/2 MONSTERS BUUUUUUUT I BEAT IT!!!! Hahahahahahahahaha!!!!

Soo bye bye guys ): I don't want to go but I must. Has a wonderful and bitchen life welst I'm gone ok? ~SPAZZ =^.^=

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