THE ICE BREAKER (PART 1 COMPLETED)

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ito na po guys ung hinihintay niyo FALL'S POV I MISS HER. NAPASABUNOT AKO SA BUHOK KO! I JUST BROKE UP WITH HER, MASAKIT SA AKIN YUN! I JUST DID THAT FOR US, PANU KAMI MAGIGING MASAYA PAG ALAM NAMIN NA MAY NAGSUSUFFER, KUNG MALALAMAN DIN NI SKYE ALAM KONG YUN DIN YUNG GAGAWIN NIYA, YES I REALLY LOVE HER, I REALLY LOVE HER THAT I AM AFRAID THAT WE IF THAT HAPPEN THINGS MIGHT BE THE SAME AGAIN, SO WHY NOT END UP NOW HABANG MAAGA PA ,YES I AM COWARD , I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE COWARD BECAUSE I FELT GUILT, I FEEL GUILT FOR STAR'S ILLNESS. FEELING KO KASALANAN KO PAG HNDI SIYA GAGALING BECAUSE THE ONLY ONE TO BE WITH NOW IS ME, AND NAAAWA AKO SA KANYA IT IS BECAUSE OF THAT , . I AM SORRY SKYE! MAYBE SOMEDAY YOU WILL FORGIVE ME, BUT HELL ,WHEN SHE JUST BEGGED FOR ME A WHILE AGO, I KNOW SHE REALLY LOVES ME THAT SHE END UP KNEELING FOR ME TO STAY PERO NANGIBABAW YUNG GUILT KO PARA KAY STAR! THIS IS BULLSHIT ! GOD KNOWS HOW I WANT TO HUG HER THAT TIME, THAT I REALLY WANT TO WIPE HER TEARS, KISS HER LIPS, NUNGNUNG HINILA SIYA NG MGA GUARDS, I WANT TO KNOCK THEM DOWN, I ACT AS IF I DO NOT CARE ABOUT HER BUT FUCKING I REALLY DO I EVEN WATCH HER FROM AFAR! SA HNDI KO PAGPAPARAMDAM SAKANYA NG ILANG ARAW I STILL WATCH HER , THAT TIME SINASAMAHAN KO SI STAR NA MAGPACHECK UP AT BINABANTAYAN KO KASI SI STAR THAT IS WHY HNDI RIN AKO UMUUWI NG BHAY I HAVE CHECK IN TO THE HOTEL NA TINUTULUYAN NI STAR JUST BECAUSE OF GUILT , AND ALSO YES I CARE BOUT HER BUT NOT THE WAY HOW I CARE FOR SKYE! WHEN SHE LEFT SHE SAID THAT WE HAVE TO MEET IN THE PARK WE USED TO RIDE A BIKE.. 7 pm tom, and our flight is 8 pm, she is hoping that i will be there because i love here, but i donot know if i could.. "do not go there FALL,malelate tau sa flight natin " star say seriously , nanahimik ako " fall do not make it hard for you and for her, be with me and you'll be happy" she say continously , happy how ? if my happiness is SKYE! , SOMEHOW IT IRRITATES ME THE WAY SHE TALK ABOUT SKYE, TINITIGAN KO SIYA NG TAIMTIM AND IPINIKIT YUNG MATA KO ATTUMALIKOD AKO , "WHERE ARE YOU GOING FALL?" SHE ASKS "UUWI MUNA SA BAHAY ILANG ARAW NA AKONG HNDI UUWI, PLEASE LANG STAR! KHIT NGAUN LANG ,WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT UP ?AND AKO NAMAN ANG INTINDIHIN AT PAGBIGYAN MO! DONOT WORRY BABALIK AKO BUKAS SA MISMONG FLIGHT NATIN" THERE I SAID IT, AND I LOUDLY BANG THE DOOR AND LEFT HER WITH A SHOCK FACE. ~~ " WHAT? KAKATULOG MU LANG DITO SA BHAY FALL O REPHRASE IT KAKAUWI MO PALANG KAGABE! AND NOW YOU ARE SAYING THAT YOU WILL GO TO NEWYORK WITH STAR? PANU SI SKYE? FALL, SON ILANG ARAW KANG WALA ,YOU ARE RUINING YOUR LIFE WITH THAT GIRL!" GALIT NA SABI NI MOMMY HABNG UMIIYAK, "I AM SORRY MOM BUT SHE NEEDS ME. SHE NEEDS ME NOW! " THEN KINUHA KO YUNG MGA GAMIT KUNG NAKAIMPAKE NA, "I'M LEAVING ,TAKE CARE MOM ,I LOVE YOU" AND I KISSED HER FOREHEAD , "PANU SI SAM NAK?NASASAKTAN SIYASA PINAGAGAWA MO" PHABOL NIYANG TANONG "SOMEDAY SHE WILL UNDERSTAND ME, BABALIK AKO MOM ! AND I PROMISE THAT TO YOU!" SHESMILED AND HUG ME, "I KNOW,BECAUSE YOULOVE HER"I NOD& TEARS ESCAPE FRom MY EYES