(I USE FAKE NAMES FOR EVERYONE I TALK ABOUT DONT BE CONFUSED LMAO) right so i have an instagram fan account for bts and phan, and when i started it i wanted to post all the time and i literally had to stop myself from posting 24/7 but recently i have felt literally no motivation to post at all and i feel like instagram drains me?
like my best friend jimin (who ive mentioned before) has made sO many really great friends over instagram like her friend tari, lana, lily, and she is in one of those little friendship group things u see sometimes?? and they are all really cool and its an amazing thing thats shes been able to do that (does that make sense?) and i understand how fucing selfish how im going to sound but whenever i see them (or anyone for that matter) interacting with their internet friends and just having the greatest time evEr i cant help but feel sad, u kno?
and ive tried lots of times to make friends but it never works and so i was like "the people im trying to talk to are really cool, whats not working here?" and my brain always tells me that im the problem, that nobody wants to be my friend, why would they?
and thats probably why when im on instagram i feel really really sad and ive made myself cry great
(im really sorry if i sound like a selfish attention seeking asshole i just needed to get this off my chest)
VOUS LISEZ
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