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life update

i have been feeling extremely sad for a while now and nothing has been really stopping that ??

its an awful feeling because if i was sad i would just watch a video of bts and id feel better or i would draw something i like but ive been doing those things and its done nothing

and i have no friends to talk to about anything going on in my head but even if i did i really dont like saying "im sad let me rant for 2 hours" to my friends because i just feel like people will think im an attention seeking idiot u kno

depression + anxiety isnt a good combination 10/10 do not reccomend