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Nathan POV

It's been a day since I let go of April. I was in a business meeting and I couldn't stop thinking about her. I was really wrong for what I did, but it was best for her to not leave with a broken heart. I really hope she is out having the time of her life with out me. On the meeting I was rarely listening to the important information and I kind of regretted it. I was on my way to the condo.

Walking in I headed to the pool side. Where me and April shared our first kiss. I laughed at the thought when I threw her in the pool. I walked away from the pool and headed to the couch where I first watched the Hunger Games and she first met my brother. I headed to the bedroom and remembered this is where I told her about my phase, and her seeing me in the shower. There was a big lump in my throat and I felt like I couldn't hold in the tears. And then my last and final stop was in the kitchen where I first made April spaghetti and meatballs. She was chomping it down like a champ. I silently chuckled.

I miss April, but does she miss me?

I knew I had to go with life, but she was the one I wanted. It's like they say, if you really love them you have to let them go and that's exactly why I did. I let her go. And yes I do regret it a lot, but it's best for me and her. Maybe she was heart broken too, I just couldn't imagine seeing her with another man.

I went inside the wine cabinet and poured me a drink. Sipping it lightly every once in awhile. I slammed the drink down and yelled in frustration.

"April I'm so sorry"

"Come back"

"I miss you"

"April"

My phase was coming back but this time it wasn't about my past relationship, it was about April. No hatred towards her, but me, myself and I. Nathan FoxWorth. There's a possibility. I threw my drink on the wall and it shattered just like my heart, I slide down the kitchen island and bawled my eyes out like a big child. I just couldn't hold it in, I needed April and I needed her now. I took out my phone to call her, but sided to do so. I let her go for a reason and I'm gonna keep it that way. I never knew you could miss somebody this much, this much was killing me this much was breaking my heart and this much was tearing me down piece by piece and I just couldn't get a grip.

I laid on the kitchen floor in a fetal position for hours shedding tears until there were no more to let go. I just wish I wasn't like this, I needed the help, April did try to help me, but I just couldn't forget the past that fast. Stuff like this can torture you for the rest of your life, and I'm one of those heartbroken people. Who could've guess the infamous Nathan FoxWorth has problems ? I just wonder what April up to right now. Maybe forgetting about me.

"April Steele, I love you, I really do"