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Nathan POV

I was gonna call April but I decided not to. I didn't want to get all in her head about me being the one she wanted, being the one she loved, and being the one she might wanna marry. I wasn't good enough for her at all and I had to come to terms to face that. I really hope she finds another man that will love her until death do them apart, because I wasn't the one for April. Even though that she is different, beautiful, kind, nice, sexy, I still wasn't the one for her. And the more I think about it, the more I believed it.

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I couldn't hold it in anymore, my phase was coming back and it was getting worser. The next thing I know, I was breaking into April's house. I wasn't there for a long time when I finally heard the door unlock and she walked in with a face full of shock. I stood there admiring her body. Her brown hair looked wet, and she had on shades. I should've never let her go.

"Nathan w-what are you doing here? How did you get in?"

"April I miss you", I said looking down to my feet. I was embarrassed to what I was doing and embarrassed of the thoughts that she might think of me. I looked up for just little bit to see her walking towards me.

"Nathan you have to go"

"Why?", I said walking closer to her she stepped back staring into my eyes. I pushed my hands into my pockets and looked off to the side.

"How did you get in?"

"Your back window was open.", I said feeling ashamed of myself. She stepped a little closer and pulled me into a hug. I put my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me. God how I missed her.

We finally let go of each other and she stepped back a little.

"So how have you been... with the phases and such?"

"It's not going as planned.", I said scratching the back of my head and letting out a huge sigh. "When you were there with me, they went away, but now there coming back harder then ever and I can't control myself.... I need you April and I'm sorry. Please come back?", I said with worrying eyes. She just stared at me with an emotionless face and I kind of regretted my choice of words.

"Not today Nathan, I have a date with Kara and I need to start getting ready. I'm so-"

"No. It's fine.", and I walked past her slightly brushing her shoulder. Stopping at the door, I turned to her sent her a smile and walked out.

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April POV

He sent me a small smile and walked out. I really did wish I could go with him but I promised Kara. He looked really sad and down, maybe I'll surprise him one day and I smiled at the thought.

I hurried up the stairs and took a shower. Getting out of the shower I decided to curl my hair like I always do. Once I got done with that, I headed to my closet. I got a long long sleeve black cardigan, white shirt, blue jeans and some brown boots. I wanted something comfortable and casual since i think we might be staying there for a while.

A couple of hours later, I heard a honk outside and got a text from Kara. I ran outside and hopped in the car.

"Hey girl, what's the rush?"