Resist The Good

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Pulling away.
Resisting more and more.
A part of me wants to believe in you and give into you.
But another part of me that has taken over 99% of me resists.
Being pushed over and over to believe in such negative things, made me the person i am today.
Not having enough positive energy in my life, i restrain from it.
Knowing only bad things and mostly choosing things that lead to horrible things, is the only thing i know.
Have been brought down multiple times, made me into the person who brings people down.
Trying to over rule that monster is like trying to defeat the devil. It's possible, but hard.
I'm winning the fight, but i'm also loosing.
Is it too late?

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