The Exchange Student

all down hill from here

Why?

Why did he do it?

Was I not good enough?

Did I do something wrong?

All questions Ive been asking myself since the day I caught Connor kissing Megan.

And that was a week ago.

Since then life has been the worst.

School now sucks, everyone treats me like Im some person with only a head.

One day it took for everyone to find out about Connor cheating.

Of corse you have those girls that were always jealous me and Connor so you would think they would feel the same about Megan.

But of corse not. They had to form a little possy.

I dont know if Connor and Megan are a thing, havent asked and dont want to know.

Sarah and Ben have still been there for me though.

I feel bad for Ben, having to chose between his best mate or his girlfriends room mate, but he'll sort it out.

The teachers treat me like Im some five year old.

I guess normally when girls get cheated on the go into a magure depression and they dont want to put preasure on me.

I decided after the first day to turn off my phone.

Just the constant buzzing of text messages and the ring of in coming phone calls.

I havent turned my phone on since.

I wake up and go have a shower.

After getting dressed and my make up is all done I go down stairs to get some breakfast.

No one was up yet so I sat there in silence eating my toast.

After doing my dishes and brushing me teeth I walk up to Sarahs room and knock on her door.

"Whats up?" She asked as she opened her door.

"Im gonna give everything back." I said telling her my plan.

"Wait what?" She asked confused.

"Today at school Im gonna go up to Connor, give him back every memory of him then walk away." I said.

"Like in front of everyone?" She asked.

"Yes. I dont want people to think of me as that girl who cant live without her boyfriend." I admitted.

"Thats awesome." Sarah encoraged.

I smiled at her then waited for her to get ready.

I haf gathered every little thing of me and him.

Photos, notes, gifts, everything all in a box.

A car horn beeped outside.

We went out and saw Ben in his car waiting.

I chucked all my stuff in the back seat and buckled my seat belt.

"Hey Mace." Ben said.

"Hey." I replyed.

While drivig to school I explained my plan to Ben.

"Well thats a good way to get over him." He said.

I nodded my head. But I think its gonna take more then just this to get over a guy I loved.

We arrived at school an I walked in with my head held high.