Sad
Annoyed
Disappointed
That’s the looks on my parent’s faces.
I can’t stand seeing them look at me like that
So I just stare at my shoe laces. (They sigh and send me to my room)
I sit on my bed
Eyes filled with tears.
I'm not really sorry for beatin' up Brian.
That mean butt got what he deserved!
Never for him would I be cryin'.
But disappointing my parents...
Now that hurts me real bad.
Never would I,
Want to make them sad.
For they are my only friends.
The only ones who love me.
The only ones who care.
The only ones who can make me happy.
Losing them would be a nightmare.
Why did I even do anything??
Cindy's not that great. (She wears too much pink)
So why did her getting treated unfairly
Fill me with that much hate?
Next time I won’t do anything! (I think)
Next time I'll look the other way. (Probably)
Next time will be different... (I hope)
I won’t try and save the day.
So I stare at my ceiling.
And try to get calm.
I'm not a bad kid...
I just did one thingy wrong...
But as I stare,
The chilling thought stays my mind.
The anger I felt today...
If it came back...
Could I really keep myself in line
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The Amaris Story
PoetryBefore she was powerful, before she had killed, and before she was feared She was once an 8 year old girl named Amaris. Who is she now? She's Anger, Rage, Sorrow, Pain, Bravery, and Courage all wrapped in one. And these days she goes by a different...