A MINIMINTER FF//I can't believe it

Make up

(TRIGGERING THEMES AGAIN)

I started to wake up slightly dazed, I could hear hospital monitors beeping. I couldn't bring myself to open my eyes as i was still tired but I could feel someones hand tightly holding mine. It felt sweaty but comforting. I begin to hear voices besides my bed.

'Will she be okay doctor?' his voice trembled. It was Simon.

'Mr Minter, I need you to leave, you've been here for nearly 2 days now, your friend doesn't want you near her but i guess you can't stop true love'. The doctor said.

'I refuse to leave'

'Fine, i'll let you stay 2 more hours, if she doesn't wake up you have to go and if she does wake up it's up to her whether you can stay' The doctor seemed worried.

'Will she be alright though?' He raises his voice.

'Yes, yes, she lost blood which caused her to faint but she will survive, she'll just be a little weak for the next few days when she wakes up'.

I could feel tears dripping on to my hand, I gave Simon's hand a small but reassuring squeeze to tell him i was awake. It took a lot of effort to do so but I did it.

'Charlotte?! are you awake?!' Simon's voice changes from trembling to shaking.

'Ye.. yes, I'm awake' I managed to squeak out.

'I am so sorry Charlotte, I never meant for any of this to happen, It was a two time thing with Ethan and the minute you came into my life i ended it with Ethan. Last time I wasn't fully in love with the girl I was with which made it easy to go behind her back but I regret it but I am truly in love with you Charlotte. I told Ethan to back off and leave me alone. Yes I was bi-sexual but now I think you've made me straight forever' he says quite quickly but I could understand him.

I chuckled lightly, 'Straight forever? I don't think it works like that'. I open my eyes to look at Simon, his head is hanging down in shame and regret, he is flicking himself with one of my hair bobbles. He looks up at me and our gazes meet each others. His eyes we grey, no blue was left, they were red and puffy and his cheeks tear stained and he was as white as a ghost.

'I thought I lost you Charlotte' He says looking away again. he was filled with too much pain and regret and shame for doing this but it wasn't his fault it was mine. I over-reacted.

'It's my fault Simon, I over-reacted and I let my past get the better off me. i'm sorry Simon for putting you through this pain'. He looks up at me, his eyes tearing up again, I gesture for him to hither to me and i give him a kiss on the cheek. 'I'm surprised Josh and Freya let you in'.

'They didn't at first, you were out for a good couple of days before they let me here. I refused to eat, upload and drink and my strike paid off. They will be here soon, they just left to get some food, they kept asking what I had done and i refused to tell them, I was ashamed of telling them about my past with Ethan and I felt too bad about you. When was the last time you... did something like this?'

'Well it last happened with my ex-boyfriend, he was quite protective and wouldn't let me leave the house, I attempted to do it but i could never finish it. It's is a stupid thing to do and i regret ever doing it. I should of got help when it first started and nobody should ever do that. That's why I studied psychology, so I could get a better understanding of the mind and everything' I explained. I gestured for him to get in the bed with me and he did, we cuddled in my hospital bed, his arms wrapped around my body and my head resting on his chest.

We were woken up by Josh and Freya, Josh did not look happy but I told Josh to stop being mad at Simon. It was my fault and they should forgive Simon. Simon tried to explain what had happened but I kept hushing him and tell him that it's a past hurdle that we have now jumped over.

'It's going to take me a while to get back to it but i'll try. Oh yeah, the rest of the sidemen are sending their love and they will all come and visit the house when you come out of the hospital. Now you're awake you should be discharged in the next day hopefully' Josh says, his eyes were puffy too but not as much as Simon's.

I decided that it would now be a good time to explain to Josh, Simon and Freya my past boyfriend and what happened. I was ready and i loved them all very much. 'So... Guys, I would like to tell you about my past boyfriend, i'm sorry if i make you feel weird Simon but I think it's for the best that you knew. So.....' I went on quite a bit and explained how I had tried commit but I instantly regretted it as i realized there was always some who cares and how he would beat me and not let me leave. At the end of my explanation they were all in tears. Simon, josh and Freya all climbed on my bed and we shared a cuddle for a small amount of time. The doctor came in and cleared his throat which snapped us out of our cuddle.

'Well, I see you have all made up, that is good. I have more good news for you guys, Charlotte can be released tomorrow at noon but she will need help getting in and out f bed, getting dressed and eating as it all came as a bit of a shock to her body. Other than that, you are perfectly healthy Charlotte'. We all cheered, quietly of course, but we still cheered.