A MINIMINTER FF//I can't believe it

Getting deep

*charlottes pov*

I wake up in the morning to see that Simon had gone. I got out for bed and just borrowed on of his hoodies. It was oversized so it covered my pants so I don't need to worry about being exposed.

I knocked on his bathroom door but there was no answer.

I just decided to go back to my bed room and have a shower. As I am in the shower I start to think about last night, does he remember that he kissed me? Or was he too drunk to remember? It's all happening so quickly I don't know what to do.

I jump out the shower and throw on some new sidemen track suit bottoms and Simons hoodie and tie up my hair up in a messy bun and I head downstairs.

When I get to the kitchen Josh and Simon on are sitting at the breakfast bar.

'Good morning' Simon says in his morning voice. 'Last night was good, did I do anything weird? I was slightly drunk'

Josh then glares at Simon and me, 'last night? What happened last night?'

'We watched horror movies and Charlotte got scared!' Simon says with a giggle 'don't worry bro, nothing happened between us.

It was at that moment that my heart sunk. He doesn't remember the kiss? Or is he just saying that to keep Josh happy? Ugh, I feel so weird right now, he kissed me but he doesn't remember. Do I tell him about it or do I leave it?
Josh comes up and snaps his fingers to get me out of my thoughts.

'Here have some breakfast' he hands me a bowl of coco pops, 'they're for when Tobi stays over but I'm sure he won't mind'.

I take the cereal and sit down at the breakfast bar in between Simon and Josh.

'Is that my hoodie Charlotte?' Simon says with a mumble and his head buried in his arms.

'Err.. Errmmmm, yeah, I didn't have any clean ones so I just borrowed it. I hope that's okay?'

'Yeah sure' he smiles 'you look cute in it'.

I start blushing and turn to look at Josh and he's glaring at Simon and let's out a small grumble. 'I'm going upstairs to record some Fifa pack openings, see you guys later. Oh yeah, Vikk has gone away with the pack so he won't be in the house for a couple of weeks'.

Me and Simon sit there in silence for a little bit, but then he starts to talk to me. 'Tell me a bit about yourself Charlotte, I'm sure you know a lot about me so can I know stuff about you? If you're not ready that's fine but it would be nice'.

'Okay, well I'm super awkward and shy and...' He stops me and tells me I have already said that before. He wants to know new things.

'Okay well, me and Josh had a rough childhood and we went to live with our auntie Maggie. Errrmmmm... I got bullied a lot in highs school, I have no friends and I failed all my GCSE's except for ICT, PE and psychology'.

'what subjects did you take?' He asks almost intrigued.

'English, French, Math, triple science, PE, ICT and psychology' thats all I took.

'Awesome!' He says excitedly ' you didn't exactly fail all of them did you? You passed at least 3! I dropped out of uni to pursue my YouTube career. 'Wait... Did you say you got bullied? Why did you get bullied? You're amazing and beautiful? He says while blushing slightly.

'I got bullied for scars and my past, not my looks or my personality.'

'What scars?' He asks slightly worried.

'Errrmmm nothing' I say worriedly. I've really only just met him and I don't want him to see my scars. What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if he thinks I'm crazy when he see's them?

'I see you don't want to talk about it. I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable. To make up for it can I challenge you to a game of Fifa' he says with a smirk 'and the looser has to do whatever the winner wants them too for 24hours' he winks at me.

'Challenge accepted' few, I'm good he could tell I was uncomfortable. That would of been an awkward conversation.

*flash back* [trigger warning]

I'll never be good enough for you and your stupid 'perfect family'. I slammed the bathroom door and lock it. I started to run the bath and pulled out the blade. 1... 2... 3... 4... 5... Blood started dripping and I became dizzy. I heard banging on the door but I started to slip into unconsciousness. 'What the fuck are you doing you stupid girl'.
I woke up in a hospital bed.
Bandages around my arms.

'Charlotte.. I'm afraid you have to go back into the home. You've been disowned.. Again...' The nurse says.

*flashback ends*