|| Allyssa's pov||
I woke up to the sound of my alarm from my iPhone. I look at the time it was 6:30 and I had to take a shower.
I got up and went to the bathroom. I took off my clothes and turned on the water. When I was fully in I kept Twisting the knobs for the water to go hot cuz that's how I like it in the morning. I stood there washing myself slowly half asleep going through my thoughts. And that's when I was looking forward to go to school. I get to see Matthew.Matthew Espinosa. I mean it's not that big of a deal. We don't even talk but he was my lowkey crush. Nobody knew about it except my best friend Jasmine.
As time passed I washed off the soap and began to wash my hair.
When I got out the shower my clothes were already on the bed ready to go. My hair was wavy and the sun was peeking through my window and it made my eyes stand out more in the mirror. They were grayish blue. And my hair was looking darker than usual.
I was waiting outside for Jasmine so we can catch the bus together. I was scrolling through Instagram and I came across Matt's name I smiled, but the photo was about him and some girls. Wow. Matt was kinda a fuckboy. He has fucked with so many girls it's unbelievable, but he's cute and I can't help it but it's sad that me and him have never talked. I've caught him looking at me sometimes but the thing with Matt is that he just likes to get in girls pants and the girls want to get in his. But he had a girlfriend, Nicole. She was a fucking bitch.
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When I finally arrived with at school with Jasmine everyone was like " ohhhh " like for real. "What's going on." Asked Jasmine. " I don't know but it had to be something good." As soon as I Say that I heard crying and when I turned around it was Nicole. " Move get out my wayy!" She said crying and pushed me. " can u at least watch where your going." I yelled. "Shut the fuck up" she said crying on the bench with her friends surrounding her. I didn't care that this bitch was crying I was dead about to square up with her.. Until Jasmine grabbed. " Calm down. She's crying just give her a break."
Whatever" i replied. As me and Jasmine walked past eavesdropping we heard how Matt broke up with her. We both looked at each other and our mouths dropped. We met into the bathroom to talk.
" Did you hear what she just said Alyssa they broke up." I shook my head while looking in the mirror to fix my hair. " Yeah but it's not that big of a deal we all know they will get back together and that she is taking for attention." I sighed. " Well Alyssa this is your chance. Just go talk to Matt." The bell rang and We had to get to class. When i walked out there they were kissing. " I told you." I mumbled to Jasmine.
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When it was finally lunch time. I walked in and everyone was saying " Ooo Alyssa" like if they knew some dirty secret. I quickly walked toward the table where Jasmine was. " What is going on why is everyone staring at me and calling my name." Jasmine put her hands on her head. " Well don't get mad but the secret kinda got out about you having a crush on Matthew." She trailed off. " I don't care" I lied. I was the type of person to not care about anything but about this honestly I did. I'm ugly. Matt will totally rejected me. And it's embarrassing why would a person like me get my hopes up about Matt. " I'm sorry. Are u okay there bud." Jasmine asked. " Yeah no worries."
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Finally time to go home I was tired of holding myself back from cursing out these people.
As I was walking out to the bus with Jasmine. I felt a hand grab me and then a sting on my face. Before I knew it I was on the ground.
" What do you think this is. You can't like Matt he is mine and only mine."
I got up. " Get out of my face before I slap you or some shit."
" No I'm still standing here aren't I. Listen let me just tell you now. Matt doesn't like you and he never will. Your ugly and fat and ugh. Why in the world crush on Matt it's just a waste of time."
" Well why in the world ever go out with Matt when he is just using u and so are u and u know it. And bitch where do you see fat. Are u referring to my ass... Well yeah I Mean we all can see that " I said and smirked
" blah blah blah ugly fat ass bitch blah blah blah" I couldn't take it anymore I punched her and soon she was on the floor. I took the chance and kept punching. I got up. " Put your hands on me again and call me those names and I swear you will see the rest of me." I saw Matt running towards the crowd. " Bitch fuck with me." I walked away with my bag and everyone had there mouths open. Jasmine followed me home.
" You know I'm surprised that you didn't snap out earlier." Jasmine said. " Same here" I replied. "But you had to see the look on Matt's face. It was like he was shocked but at the same time he was like good for you Nicole good for you." " Yeah whatever. I'm not really in the mood for nothing so don't come over to my house today." I said with no emotion.
" But you will be alone."
" I know and it's okay I need some time to myself anyways." Jasmine smirked. And I bursts out in laughter. " Oh Jasmine your so dirty minded." We hugged and she went into her house and I had to walk a couple more houses down.
I finally got home and it was empty as usual. My parents have been divorced for a year now and I barely see them even tho I live with my mom. She has friends she is always hanging out with and my dad is just an alcoholic. But we all hanged out together sometimes whether to take me shopping or out to eat but nothing was the same. I got into the shower and when I was done I changed into my pjs.
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I looked at my phone and it was vibrating I checked to see who it was. I answered it.
Unknown: aliyah?
Me: no sorry wrong number.
Unknown: well tell me who are you than.
Me: my name is Alyssa and who gave you my number?
Unknown: I asked a girl for her number and I got this one.
Me: whatever what's your name.
Unknown: Lee and nice to meet you Alyssa
