He cut me off with a kiss. And sooner or later it turned out to be a make out session. He immediately took off my clothes and then removed his clothing rolled on a condom and he entered me it has been a while so I was kinda tight. " Ahh Matt it hurts". I moaned.
He gripped my hips harder as I was on all four. " shh baby girl this won't hurt". I got back into position and he thrusted himself in me, hard and deep without any warning. I took in a deep breath but released with a moan. He began too go faster and I started to get even more wet.
"Ahh Matthew don't stop" I moaned he flipped me over and started hitting my spot every second. " Matthew I think I'm gonna cummmm" he kept thrusting and thrusting.
He was panting. And his thrust got sloppier. We both released at the same time. He pulled out and threw out the condom. Wow I can't believe I just fucked with Matthew right in his living room. I put my clothes back on and so did he. " Will you be there tomorrow at Skate's party? Cuz I will and I'm expecting too see you there".
He said with his hands around my waist. "Of course I'm going see you there". I was about to walk back too my house. "Once again I'm sorry". He shouted.
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I made it too my house safe and sound. I hope Alaina covered for me. I went up the stairs and someone scared me. I gasped It was Alaina."Ohh gosh don't do that I was about to throw myself down the stairs". I whispered. She laughed.
"Glad your okay and I covered for you and get some sleep". She rubbed my arm. I smiled and went up the stairs too bed
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I woke up at 5 pm in a puddle of blood.
Yupp that's just Great my period came in today.I removed the sheets and went to the bathroom too take a hot shower.After all I was having bad cramps. Some tea would always help me and also when the shower head is shooting water on my stomach it helps me for some reason but when I get out the shower the cramps start again.
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I got out the bathroom after I was done doing what I had too do. I went downstairs and there was a cup on the table and a note.I read the quote in my head.
' I know it's that time of the month I'm at work but I left u a cup of hot tea hope you enjoy - love dad"Awe my dad is the sweetest. I drank the tea and all the suddenly i hear Jasmine at the door. I let her in. " Are u ready for skates party"? She asked. " wait what it started already"?
"Yeah it's already 6pm let's go.." Her voice trailed off. She looked at me up and down. "I know I have to change". I went upstairs put on some black sweats and a white hoodie. I felt so cold for some reason even tho it's super hot outside and I just drank a cup of hot tea.
I went back down. " No no boo Boo... You can do better". Said Jasmine. Okay she is really getting me mad now. I went back upstairs and out on a black dress and it came with a jacket so I put it on and went back down.
"Can you like-" I cut Jasmine off. "Don't push it ". She sighed " I already know what's going on" and we left.
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We got there immediately smelling the smell of alcohol and weed.We got to our friends and wow Nicole was there.
I'm so tired of all these parties seeing the same whack ass people.
"Hey guys" I said. "Well Alyssa don't you look nice" said nash. "Haha thank you, you don't look bad your self". I could see Matthew getting jealous.
Hours and hours passed by and this party is not my type today I don't feel like doing anything at all.
Matthew and Nicole sat a couple of seats away from me.
"I love you baby" she said to Matthew. Okay I was getting jealous. "I love you too" he replied.Matthew stop lying you know I could expose your ass in less than 2.5 seconds.
"I love you more than anyone in this planet and my love for you will never change. I love you and only you".
At this point tears were slipping down my eyes I ran inside. Not looking at whoever saw.
Ughh this is why I hate being on my period i'm an emotional wreck.
I bumped in too Tez. He stopped me. "Hey hey Alyssa why are you crying"? He asked.
I started crying even louder. "Nothing I'm fine". I said. You were barely able too understand me. "Obviously your lying".
I took a deep breath. "No it's just that Matthew and his girlfriend I love him and he loves someone else and that hurts my heart... A lot" my voice cracked at the end.
Tez hugged me. "Ouch I'm sorry". He said.
" it's okay just give me some time too cool off". He left the room. I started crying again.
"Why God why?.... Why am I in love with someone who doesn't care about me"? I wiped my tears and looked in my mirror but my eyes were all puffy. I can't go back out there.
I waited a few minutes. And by this time it was dark out. I went back out to get Jasmine. They were all sitting around her. I took my Hand and blocked my eye area so they wouldn't see anything.
"Uhh Jasmine can we go"? I asked. "Uhh Alyssa are u okay"? Asked Matthew. "Yes I'm fine". I said with an attitude. "Okay" he replied simply. "Uhh no dude No, No, No, she isn't fine. She's in love with your ass and u over here looking dumb with this fool". He pointed towards at Nicole. I tried cutting him off
"I told you Matthew" said Cameron. I gave Cameron the look.
" Matthew get it in ur head. You love her and she loves you and after so many times u disrespected her she's still there for you". Said Cameron.
" Why don't you care about her like she cares about you? It's not easy to find girls like Alyssa out here so either you make up your mind and choose Alyssa before she moves on ". Said Tez.
" And trust me. When she moves on its over for you and she doesn't look back ".
Nicole was about to speak. "Ummm I'm gonna go. It was nice seeing y'all". I sniffled. Jasmine came right behind me.
She drove me home. " I'm sorry maybe this party was a bad idea". She said as I shut the door. " it's not your fault thanks for driving me. Love you". I went straight up into my room out on my pjs and I tried not to think about Matthew cuz if I did I would feel sad and jealous and mad.
And put on loud music and played games on my bed on my computer.
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