||Alyssa's pov||
I called Jasmine and told her the story about how Matt wanted me to be his side chick. Like wow.
Then Matt had texted me saying that we could be friends with benefits. I told him yes cuz he wouldn't stop bothering me about it like damn.
I was waiting for my mom to get home from work because she said she had important news to tell me but she failed. It was already 3am and she still hasn't come home. My mom always fails. Always.
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|| the next Morning||
I got out the shower and I heard a knock on the door. It's prob my mom who forgot her keys again.
I went downstairs and opened the door. Surprisingly it was Matt.
" Matt what are you doing here?"
" Nothing. I can't come see my favorite girl." He said.
" Matt save your excuses for later. What do you want." I asked him.
" I have no one else to hang with. Loose ur attitude." He said with his hands crossed.
" Matt oh my gosh I don't have time for this."
He walked into my kitchen to get something to eat.
I sat on the table while he looked in the fridge.
" oh my gosh Alyssa how do you eat? There is nothing in your fridge. " Matt asked.
" Well you can always go buy us something to eat." Matt put on a silly facial expression. I giggled. " What do u mean by Us. If I go out to get something to eat, I will not buy anything for you." I gave him the look. " Wow what a gentlemen. Can we just order Chinese food?" I asked him. "Okay okay fine whatever... Wait wait Chinese food for breakfast." He looked confused. " Matt just order the food it's not like you would die."
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We finished eating. " Ughh my gosh I'm sooo full." I sighed. " Me too. We should have never at so much. " I got up and dragged myself to my couch in the living room. Matt stood up and looked at me. "Okay Matt u can leave now" I said rudely." No" . He said and got closer to me. By this time we were face to face. I backed up. " Not now Matt." I said walking away. He grabbed my wrist and pinned me up against the wall. " C'mon baby girl don't be shy." He kissed my neck softly and began to remove my shirt and carried me upstairs to
My room and laid me on the bed and pulled off my pants and left wet kisses up and down my body.
I undressed him and he was rolling on a condom.
He put me on all four and entered me. I still wasn't adjusted to Matt's size after all it was just the second time.
Matt went slow then faster. " Mmm Matt."
He put his cold hands on my hips. " Fuck" matt mumbled under his breath. We filled the air with sounds of our moans and bodies touching. " Ughh fuck Alyssa your so tight." Matt groaned as I moaned. " M-Matt I'm so close." All of the sudden Matt froze. I heard a pair of keys locking a car. Oh shit it's my mom. "Oh shit Matt it's my mom." Matt pulled out quickly thru out the condom in my trash and searched for his clothes around the room and so did I. That was the quickest I've ever gotten dressed. Then I sat on the bed and told Matt to sit down too. He took out his phone and sat at my desk.
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" Alyssa?" My mom called as she walked in my room. " Oh I didn't know you had company."
Matt got up. " Uh Hi I'm Matthew. Matthew Espinosa. But you can call me Matt." He said shaking her hand. " Nice to meet you Matt and u can call me Ms. Navarro." She smiled. " Well if u excuse me I was just about to leave-" " No no you can stay if you'd like Matt." I interrupted. He sat back down. " Mom what did u need to tell me?" I asked. " Well um I don't know how to say it but your going to be a big sister and u have a stepfather." She said excitedly. Tears came out her eyes. I hugged her. " Mom I'm so happy for you! Who is my step father?"
" You will meet him tonight at dinner. I have to go out and buy clothes and the invitation. Is on the table downstairs. Bye honey I love you." She kissed my forehead. I miss that. She went downstairs and out the door she went. I sat on my bed facing my window.
" Are u excited Alyssa? your gonna be a big sister." Matt clearly had excitement in his voice.
I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't. I sniffled. " Alyssa are u crying." Matt asked surprised. " No I'm not." I lied. " Yes you are don't lie to me. " Matt said.
I cupped my hands to my face. Matt came and sat next to me and put his arms around me. " Alyssa you should be happy not sad." I shook my head no.
|| Matt's pov||
Alyssa shook her head no.
" I just don't get it. My mom ever told me anything that she had a boyfriend. And now she is having another child. She barely takes care of me so how is she supposed to take care of a newborn. He/she is gonna get all the attention they deserve but I get none. " She kept on crying. I honestly didn't know what to say since I've never been thru something like this before. " Who knows Alyssa maybe ur mom can change her ways and actually give you the attention you deserve." I put my head on her shoulder. " No Matt she wouldn't. She always fails when it comes to me" When she said that she started crying even more. " It breaks my heart to say that because she is my mother but it's true. She has never been to any of my volley ball games when she said she would be there, never been to one of my parent teacher meetings or nothing." We sat there in silence for a second. " It'll be okay Alyssa I promise." She hiccuped. " No Matt you don't understand I just can't take it anymore." Her voice cracked at the end and she stood up. She started to walk out the room. " Where are u going?" She gave me the silent treatment. I pulled her back and she landed on my lap. She dug her face into my chest. " Your not going anywhere Alyssa. Your staying right here with me." She wrapped her arms around my neck while her head rested on my chest. " I'm sorry Alyssa that things had to be this way for you. But things will get better believe it or not. On the bright side you will have a little brother or sister who u can play with and make fun of. And if u were gone things wouldn't be the same. People will miss you. They care even tho they don't show it. Just like you. I know you care you just don't show it. One day everything will be just so fine and you will be like, wow I'm glad I didn't kill myself seven months ago. God knows what he's doing and one day you will realize why and it'll all make sense. Cause sometimes it all gets a little too much, but you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up." I looked down at her angel face. She was asleep. Pretty sure she heard that tho. I put her in her bed and I realized how she was holding onto my hand. I don't think she wants me to go. I got in the bed with her. She was hugging me. Still hiccuping and still crying but asleep.
We both fell into a deep sleep.
