Daaaaammnnn it has been a while. Whoops ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Fanks pov
"Frankie that was.." Gerard hesitated and I felt tears start to form. He hated it. FUCK he Hated it.
"Amazing" Gerard finished. I finally felt myself breath and I let a wide smile form on my face, one that Gerard could only cause. Wait.. I probably freaked him out just now. He's just saying that to be nice. My anxieties were flying back at a million miles per minute
"I- I'm sorry I just- you know-" I stuttered
Gerard cut me off by kissing me tenderly, sweetly, passionately, even. And I fucking LOVED every second of it.
Wow did that really just happen?? I mean how could he even stand to be around me? He's gay?? WHAT?
Gerard took my small tender hand into his and began walking. I was still in shock. He pulled me with him and soon enough we reached Starbucks.
"We need to talk about this sometime, Frank." Gerard broke me out of my previous trance.
"I know" I whispered.
I stood still for a while, and then began talking.
"I really wanted to kiss you Gerard. I mean I understand that we have only known each other for a couple weeks but I just feel so much happier when i'm around you. I feel like I don't want to cut when i'm around you." Gerards face fell.
"B- but you make me happier than I have ever been, Gee, and thats why I kissed you."
Gerard looked at me with a smile. " I was really hoping you would do that soon, you know."
And for the first time in a while, I felt reassured.
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Yep. I suck whoopsy doo
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Trials of the Mind (Frerard)
FanfictionWhen Frank moves to a whole new town because of exessive bullying and self harm, he thinks he will never be able to make it. Then he meets Gerard, who flips his life completely around. He makes frank not want to cut anymore. That is, for now.
