"You ain't nothing !"
"Never will be anything!"
"Stop believing that you are worth it!"
Sweaty, heart racing, screaming.
"No!" I gasped ....waking up out of my sleep from a nightmare. I glanced at the clock, 3:02 am.
Not wanted to get up, I did so anyway. Having only having 3 more hours till I get ready for work.
Yes work ...urghh my job is so stressful. Two more days til I'm off for a whole week. I don't know why yet but I'm glad either way.
*4:30*
Sitting up watching the early news, scrolling through facebook I get an inbox from someone.
When I opened it , it said
"Hey Issy I'm sorry about the other day I just wanted to say sorry about how I acted. I was being selfish and I didn't mean to hurt you..."
It was a message from my ex ...I hated him right now so I left him on read.
He was the only one that could call me Issy. My name is Elizabeth adams, but I go by Issy or E. I'm a blonde haired, green eyes, and 5'2 nothing really exciting.
Right now I don't want a boyfriend , not after my past. All the hurt, lies, pain , scars, beating. I can't trust anyone from hear on out.
It's was 5:00am so I decided to get ready for work. Nothing major , simple scrubs for a RN , I wore the ones with little cartoon characters on it for little kids.
I love helping the little kids who come in. They always have like a broken arm or carpet burn or something. Plus I always give them candy or a sticker, guest that's why the parents recommend me.
"Off I go to help and save people who are in danger or hurting" I say to my self to cheer up.
