I'm Still In Love With You (Jahvie)

Big news

*Dahvie's POV.*
I woke up the next morning in my bed still feeling sick. Jayy had left at some point last night after forcing me to go to the doctor today so as soon as I got up I began to get ready for my doctors appointment. I was to sick to do my makeup so I just fluffed my hair up a little and put on a simple out fit then headed out.
*during checkup*
The nurse brought me to the back to check all my things they do at the doctor. Something I fear because I always end up feeling bad about myself.
She checked my height: 5'3
I hated being short.
Then my weight. The thing I hated so much but had to face: 175 lbs. I chocked up looking at the number. For me that's really big and I started to get dizzy and felt like I was going to cry but I sucked it up and got my blood pressure checked like they usually do to you. When it finished she looked at the screen then wrote something down really quick and looked worried.
"Your blood pressure and blood sugar are to high. We'll have to admit you to lower it fast."she said writing more things down then paged a doctor.
"W-what?" I asked nervously.
"It's nothing to be to concerned about but it is serious. Now follow me and we'll take you back to a room." She said leading me down the hallway.
My heart was pounding in my chest and my head was moving so fast I thought I was going to have a panic attack. As soon as I sat down I started to sweat and wiggle around.
The doctor came in and introduced himself and he was already holding two needles. I gasped at the sight of them.
"Now I'm going to take your blood then give you a shot to lower your blood pressure and sugar. I'll do some tests on your blood then tell you what's up." He came closer to me and I started to freak out.
"D-do you have an idea of what's wrong with me?" I asked but stumbled my words fighting the tears back. The needle came closer and closer. I tensed up as the needle punchered my skin. I could feel it sucking my blood out of my veins and it didn't feel good. When he finished he gave me a band aid but it didn't make me feel better. He then gave me the other shot that's supposed to make me feel better but it only made me cry. I wish Madalyn and or Jayy was here with me so they could talk to me and hold me while I cry.
After giving him all of my information he left with my blood and I laid back on the bed and cried until my face was soaked. I fucking hate myself right now. I have so many issues and I don't know how to fix them and I'm just laying here expecting someone else to fix it.
*An hour later of crying*
The doctor came back in and I wiped my face off so I could listen.
The doctor sighed and had a hard look on his face. I began to panic again as he flipped through his papers.
"Mr Torres I have some news for you." He came a little closer.
"G-good or b-bad?" I stuttered. He sighed and said bad. I grabbed my chest and began to freak out even more.
He looked me in the eyes and sighed one more time. "Your test cake back and....you have type 2 diabetes." The words made my soul drop and my spirit crumble. Tears ran down my face but I didn't make any noise. I felt numb and didn't know what to do. "Now there is something good. If you get healthy by eating right, exercising and losing weight you can reverse it so it's not perminant if you do something about it." I sat in silence with tears still rolling down. At least I have a little hope now.
After more information from the doctor I left the hospital and automatically headed for Jayy's house. I hadn't called nobody and I haven't even opened my mouth since I talked to the doctor. I just really needed someone right now. To hold me and to let me cry.
When I pulled up to his house I walked to his door quickly and rung the door bell. He opened the door and saw me standing there.
"Hey Dahvie what are you doing...you don't look good." He put his hand on my shoulder and I burst into tears. He gasped and pulled me inside then to the couch. "What's going on Dahvie?" He asked grabbing me to get my attention. I grabbed him and burried my face into his chest and cried until I couldn't breath. He held me to him tightly and did everything he could to comfort me.
"What's going on Dahvs?" He quietly asked stroking my hair. I tried to catch my breath and calm down so I could tell him.
"I want things to be okay and I want to help you with it." He said making me look up at him. Our eyes met and it made me feel so relaxed to know he's here for me. I sighed and gathered myself. I linked my fingers into his and he kissed my cheek as if he was reasuring me. I sighed one more time to get prepared.
"So I went to the doctors like you wanted me to and..." I choked up and almost started crying.
"W-what is it?" He asked with tears now forming in his eyes. I slowed my breathing and squeezed his hand tight. "I have...diabetes." Tears ran down my face and I felt like he was going to be disgusted by me and I just wasn't going to be able to handle jayy hating my gross body.
"Oh Dahvie" he cried pulling me into him. He held me close and tight as we both cried but he still made me feel so content and safe. I felt okay to cry in his arms and he gave me a little more hope.
"Are you going to be okay?" He asked making me look at him. I rubbed my eyes and cleared my scratchy throat.
"He said if I get healthy I can reverse it." A big smile spread across his face and he kissed my forehead.
"I'm so happy you'll be okay!" He brought me in for a tight bone crushing hug that kinda crushed some spirit into me.
"You're the only one I've told." I said as I tucked my head under his chin. He sighed and dug his nails into me.
"I'm glad you can trust me so much still." I looked up at him.
"I'll always trust you....Jayy-bear." I blushed from calling him that and covered my face in his chest again. I felt him squeeze me really tight and kiss the top of my head. My heart skipped a beat but started beating faster than ever.