I'm Still In Love With You (Jahvie)

I want you more than that

*Dahvie's POV.*
I woke up the next morning in Jayy's arms. Last night was amazing. I just couldn't control myself knowing now I wasn't in a serious relationship I could do anything with him and I wanted to give him a good memory and valentines gift.
I gazed at his amazing and peaceful face. After last night I knew I definitely wasn't straight anymore but I was to scared to tell anyone and I now know for sure that I....love him. I love Jayy again after 5 years of being without him I want him more than ever before but I knew he didn't love me in that way. My heart hurt at the thought of that.
"Dahvie..." Jayy yawned then slowly put his arm around me then quickly pulled me closer to him. He looked into my eyes with his sleepy ones.
"Thanks for last night." He said smiling. I blushed then burried my face into his bare chest.
"Nooo." He whined pulling on my face. I looked up confused.
"I want to see that cute face." He said staring into my eyes. My face heated up even more and my heart skipped a beat. Did he call me cute?
"You really are kawaii." He said quoting my new clothing line. I squiled at his complements. He sighed.
"I've missed you Dahvs." He pulled me closer and burried his face in mine.
"In what way?" I asked curious. He kissed me and slowly pulled away. I looked him in his beautiful eyes searching for an answer.
"I..." He choked up and I wish I could just squeeze the answer out of him but then his front door burst open. I rushed out of his bed and into the bathroom so I'd go unseen.
"Where's Dahvie!" I heard Becca's voice call out and Jayy groan.
'I know he's here." I heard her voice come towards the bathroom but then Jayy cake in from of the door.
"He's going something for you for valentines day!" I panikly answered. There was a silence.
"He hasn't even told you we we're together."
"Oh...I just guessed." I heard his shirt rub against the door in a shrug. I then heard her foot tapping.
"Just move." She said pushing Jayy out of the way of the door. She burst through to see me standing at the sink as I pretended to do my makeup in nothing but my shorts.
"Dammit Dahvie I'm not Madalyn I'm not going to let you fuck him all the time!" She angrily snapped grabbing my arm but I was gurious.
"Don't you ever!" I pulled my arm back.
"Ever! Fucking talk about Madalyn! Or tell me where I can be and where I can go." I stood back from her to keep me from hurting someone from how mad I was. Nobody is going to talk that way about a person they don't even know and who's my best friend and NOBODY is going to tell me to stay away from Jayy.
"Dahvie.." She took a step back.
"Don't Dahvie me. We all know why I'm with you so don't you dare act like a girlfriend." I hissed then felt bad for insulating her since I'm just not that type of person. Her face twisted in anger.
"Fine! We don't have to be together!" She huffed and stormed out. I clentched my fist then punched the way
"Dammit!"

*Jayy's POV.*
I walked into the bathroom as Becca huffed out to see Dahvie clentching his fist with a face of anger. He then punched the wall leaving a whole and making a loud thud. I jerked back at his surprising strength.
"Dammit!" He exclaimed punching his leg. I rushed over to keep him from doing it again. When I reached him he leaned over on my chest and I could feel him breathing hard.
"Its okay Dahvie." I said whirl petting his hair.
"No! Its not I just keep chasing people away." He choked up almost crying.
"First you, then Madalyn now Becca ehod next? You again. I'm going to fucking lose everybody." Tears fell onto my skin as I held him tighter.
"I'm not going anywhere. Even though you punched a hole in the wall." I joked.
"I'm sorry" he cried out.
"No, its okay. I know you were mad." He continued to cry on my chest.
"You're not going to lose me Dahvie. I promise." I whispered into his ear almost crying myself. He clenched his little hands.
"Please, I can't lose you. You're my whole fucking world." He wrapped his arms around me as he started to cry harder.
"Y-you're my entire world to." I stuttered through my tears. I want him as more than just a best frien....as my boyfriend. I knew how I felt now, I know I love him now I just have to tell him.