5'10", white, hair is 1 inch on top and buzzed on sides, glasses, laying in bed about to go to sleep, and needing to vent. So I dont have a fear really. I know it seems strange but its all in our heads. we a low ourselves to be scared so really our biggest fear is what a mind perceives. so you are your biggest fear. I look at myself as not being scared of what I can imagine, it's what I will. who knows anymore. however I've scared myself, by thinking I'll be alone for a while ya know? to see it all pass by my eyes, one by one they go. poof. all of its gone and what do you do? start over? you can't your to scared to lose again. just need someone their 24/7. I'm not talking about a good friend or a girlfriend or anything like that. I just want someone to understand. the... the hardships of it all. you can't fight an army alone and that's what we do. we bottle it up until time comes and then we lose. maybe that's why I post so much random shit. is just cuz it's been bottled up for so many years but fealt so.... worthless to even bother any one with it. please don't bottle it up any more. please, if you have some shit on your mind then message me please. trying to help someone is the only thing I know how to do anymore so maybe, if I can be there for you and I can be there for me.
