That moment when you feel like everything is ruined. Like all your happiness has been drained. I want everything to be okay. The only time Adam and I actually seem Okay is when we're hugging or kissing. At this point, I do not know whether I am still happy with Adam. At the same time, I am in love. I feel like if we break up, I wont know what to do with myself. I'll miss everything, from his lips to his hugs. I'll miss his personality, how fun he is when we aren't arguing. I'll miss my hugs every day, being called 'babe'. I'll miss him.
I don't want to feel the world crumbling beneath me, every time we find something stupid to argue about. I don't want Adam and I to drift apart. Adam is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He keeps me safe, He makes me feel safe and I know that he doesn't want to make me emotionally unstable. Sometimes I wonder if life would have been easier if Adam and I just stayed friends. We got along so well as friends. I don't know why we don't get along as a couple.
Sometimes I wonder if Adam is nervous around me. It would explain why he freaks out now more than he did when we were just friends. I wonder if it was a bad idea agreeing to be with him. If we break up, then it will be impossible to still be friends. After all that has happened between us. One of us will probably go running back to the other. Or we would just avoid each other completely leaving us helpless against our feelings for each other. Either way at least one of us would be heart broken. I Love Adam and don't plan on letting him go just yet.
okay this chapter is a little short but i got writers block. Sorry.
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Drifting Away
Teen FictionSierra and Adam seem like the perfect couple when in public. But what people dont know is that they are slowly drifting apart. Can Sierra fix it?
