Chapter 7: Confused

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That moment when you are Facebook stalking your boyfriends ex and find out that they are still friends on Facebook. Not very happy with that. It would explain why it says that Adam is on Facebook every 5 minutes. Even though he told me that he didn't have his phone today.


Adam wouldn't cheat on me, Would he? I am so paranoid over this that I can't sleep. I am so afraid that my assumptions are true. It gives me anxiety just thinking about it. I don't like being lied to. I have a strong fear of being cheated on. I even have it Diagnosed as Cheating OCD. It gives me anxiety and I just freak out.

I'm even afraid to ask about it. Usually I am totally comfortable asking about Adam's and his ex's friendship and making sure that they stay "just friends". I would be more comfortable if they hated each other though. If they hated each other then I would have nothing to worry about and everything would be fine.

It's not that I don't trust Adam. I would trust Adam with my life. I just know that Adam and his Ex have known each other for a long time and they dated once. They're relationship didn't last long but I know that he still loved her after they broke up. Sometimes I am afraid that He loves her even now.

He says he Loves me. I really hope its true. Every time I ask If he still likes his Ex, He says that I have nothing to worry about. I really Hope that that's true.

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