The Date: Connor Franta

O9: Apology?

Well here goes nothing. I was going to apologize for how much of I overreacted.

"Okay. I'm sorry for being over-dramatic that day. I was just so bummed about being the one to mess up on a second date. I never had a second date and I didn't expect this to happen. Having all that stress from days before built up and I guess you were the one that I took it out on. I'm sorry."

"So you're going to apologize how you took out everything on me so that the next time you're stressed you can take it out on me? Is that what you're trying to do or..."

"Connor no. I am not trying to cause another argument with you. I am tired of arguing and I never even thought of doing that. Look if you're not in the mood then I'll go." I grabbed my things and left.

"Why did you even come here in the first place?"

"To be the better person and apologize to you."

"Right..." He said.

"You're not in a good mood aren't you."

"Maybe just the fact that you said that there is an 'us' and you said 'what we are'. You thought that we were actually something?" He asked.

"Don't you agree?"

"So you ignore me for two weeks not even trying to contact me one bit and you make me talk to you about what we are?"

"Connor everyone needs time and space to cool down. Don't you need that?"

"For two whole fucking weeks, sure. Two whole weeks. Might as well make it a whole month. You know what Anna? We're nothing. We were set up by our best friends. If it weren't for them then we wouldn't have met. We're two different people and I don't think it's right for us to talk to each other at all."

"What the fuck do you expect me to do?! Make the first move? What am I? Desperate?! No. I was being nice and gave you space."

"I obviously didn't need that, I took you home and gave the effort into talking to you!"

"Who cares about a ride home?! Kian forced you to drive me home and I know you knew how upset I was feeling that night!"

"So you WERE jealous!"

"Fuck it. I'm fucking done with you." I walked towards the door and walked to the car. I'm so done with trying to make a conversation with him. He's so fucking difficult at some times and I don't even know why I went to his apartment in the first place.

"ANDREA." I screamed into my apartment, shutting the door.

"Holy crap what happened to you?" She asked.

"He's a bitch." I said.

"What happened?"

....

"What?!"

"Eh, I don't give two shits right now. He's an asshole and I am not going to try anymore." I shrugged.

"Anna are you fucking serious?! So you're just going to leave it be like that?"

"He's not worth my time so I give up. I tried, don't know what else you'd want me to do." I sat up straight. "No you know what? He should have came to me. No girl makes the first move."

"Right, you learned very well." She smiled.

Days and days pass by and I've been stuck at school and home. Andrea would always invite me to go to the new O2L house every other day and my usual answer would be no because I'd have to deal with seeing Cruela Divel.

"Anna!" Andrea called from downstairs. I ran down to see Kian and Andrea.

"Yes?"

"Me and Kian are going to make a video. Is it fine if we do it in your room?"

"Why not yours?"

"Mine is messy."

"Fine."

"Thanks Anna Banana!" Kian said, running upstairs with some weird stuff in his hands. They got upstairs and then the doorbell rings. I walked to the door and opened it.

Oh what do you know, it's Connor again. Woohoo.