The Date: Connor Franta

23: I'm A Mess

My mind was asking all these questions and I had no damn idea what the hell was going on. I just saw him no longer than two hours ago and I find the douche's arms around Andrea the same way he had his arms around that other chick.

"Hi guys." I said awkwardly.

"Why are you here?" She asked. "Not that I don't want you here, cause I do." My eyes were shifted in the direction of Andrea and Kian. Kian was smirking at me, totally knowing why I was here. He knew that I knew that he wouldn't be there so I would tell Andrea everything that happened.

"Well, I left my car here cause Connor dropped me off and picked me up and I really needed to use the bathroom, so I'm going to use the bathroom and check if I forgot some things in my old room if that's fine with you?" I asked. She smiled.

"Of course An." She replied simply.

"Thanks." I walked up the stairs and into the bathroom. I paced around the bathroom trying to figure out why the hell he's here. I don't trust Kian. I know he can't just dump a girl after he goes on a date with her. He doesn't do that.

I look at my phone and five minutes have passed since I've been in here. I walk out to my bedroom and find Kian leaning on the door frame, his arms crossed and him smiling deviously.

"I know you're not here just to use the bathroom." He said.

"Oh no, you caught me." I said sarcastically, raising my hands up in surrender.

"Aren't you happy? I broke up with Kelsey." He shrugged.

"And came back to Andrea the same day? You really don't care, do you? You little a-"

"What's going on up here? Are you two arguing again?" Andrea asked.

I feel so much guilt inside of me for hiding something from her. She has been hurt, has been treated with disrespect, has been dating the wrong guy for so many years and I'm in the middle of something I shouldn't be in.

I don't know why I'm saying this but I think this is my fault. I threatened Kian to get back together with Andrea when he doesn't even love her. He only uses her when he's bored and she can not be treated as a piece of dirt.

Has he even loved her when they first started dating?

"Andrea I need to talk to you." I spat out. Kian's eyes widened and my heart beats quicker the second.

"About?" She asked. We stay silent for a couple of moments. "Is anyone going to say anything?

"You said you wouldn't say anything if I did it. And I did it." Kian whispered.

"I didn't make any promises that I wouldn't. I can't stand you being careless around someone who doesn't know what the hell is going on."

"Don't you make this any worse for me." He raised his voice. "You just moved out to stop causing trouble, so just get out. The whole point of you moving out was for the drama that's been happening between you and Andrea so just stop." Kian said.

"Is anyone going to tell me anything here?" She looks at both me and Kian. "I'm desperate for someone to tell me what is going on."

Kian looked dead into my eyes and I was second guessing if I should tell her. I don't know why I was second guessing. I wanted to be a real friend and end everything that may happen in the future, but I wanted her to be happy. She's in a happy state after being depressed, and I don't want to ruin it for her.

"Nevermind." I shook my head. "I'm sorry for intruding here, I'm just gonna go to my apartment now." I walked between Kian and Andrea and down the stairs.