Cheater Hetalia x ReaderOne shot

Japan X Reader (Just be friends~)

A/N: I couldn't do Japan being a cheater.
SORRYYYYYY "then how can you do Italy being a cheater?" IDK ;-; i'm so so so so so so so so SORRRYYYYYY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!

YOUR POV
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. Its already... 7:00?! CRAP, I"M GOING TO BEEEE LAAAAAAATE. I jumped out of my bed and ran quick to the bathroom. I took a quick shower, did my hair real quick and put my uniform quick! I saw the time and its already 7:15. I took a bread and shoved in my mouth and ran out of the door with my bag. I ran as fast as I can. When I arrived, it was 7:20 already. Phew. I went to my locker and grabbed my stuff and went to class.

I sat next to my best friend and crush, Kiku Honda who was reading a book. "Good morning Kiku!" I smiled, taking the seat. "Ohayo, (y/n)-san, how are you?" he asked, closing his book and looking at me. "I'm good, how about you, Kiku?" he softly  sighed and looked infront. "I am completely fine,(y/n)-san." then I heard footsteps. It was (best friend's name) and another one of our friend in our group, Leon . "(N/n)!" she/he cried out. "Oh hello , (b/f/n/n) [[ Best friend's nickname = b/f/n/n)]] and Leon how are you guys?" I stood up and hugged the two. "Hello (N/n)~" (b/f/n) chirped. "Hello, (y/n)" the boy greeted, hugging back. "Ehe, hi Leo" I smiled as I let (b/f/n) go but still didn't let go of Leon. My hands traveled down to his waist as I hugged his side tightly. "Leo is a cute nickname." Kiku glanced at us. "Yeah.. it is." Leon chuckled. As Kiku opened his mouth to say something, the bell rang. I sat next to Kiku, Leon and (b/f/n) sitting behind us. I forgot the first period is English. Crap..

*Time skip to Lunch*
Me, Kiku, (b/f/n) and Leon sat together at lunch. It was usual for Kiku to be silent but it's different. Oh well. I guess I have to ask him later.
*Time skip to after school* I was waiting for Kiku to pack his stuff so I could go and confess. 'I finally had the courage to confess! Yieeee! Okay, okay, calm down.' I smiled at the thoughts and I even smiled widely when Kiku came. "Hi Kiku, ready to go?" I asked calmly as his brown eyes looked at my (e/c) ones. "Hai, ret's go." we walked together "Ah, (y/n)-san, I was pranning to wark you to your house, if that's fine?" I looked at him with excitement shining in my eyes. "Of course!" I grinned happily and he returned the grin with a faint smile. *mini time skip brought to you by JAPAN* "So, see you tomorrow?" Kiku said but more like asked. "Ah erm Kiku I- I have something to tell you." I blushed and looked down to hide my blush. "Hai, what is it?" he asked, shuffling closer. "I know we've been friends-- best friends for a long time and I..I think.. I have fallen for you." I looked at him and his face was blank. I could feel my heart shatter. "I..I--" I was about to say I'm sorry but he cut me off "(Y/n)-san.. I'm sorry but I don't feer the same as you do, but we're still friends right?" Kiku smiled hopefully. I bit my lip to hold my tears back.
"O-Of course! Best friends!" I faked smiled and let him go. He walked away and my tears started falling. It hurts, something tight was in my chest. I wanted to scream I love him. But only some whimpers came out of my mouth. My legs felt so weak and my heart beats so fast. Yet I stood there, looking dumbfounded of Kiku's answer. I also felt anger. I was angry that I confessed and looked stupid.  Mixed emotions of confusion, anger, sadness and worry. I stood there but I snapped back to reality.  I wiped my tears and ran inside my room. Inside my room, I dropped my bag and ran out again, I went to the nearby lake around the corner. When I reached it, I screamed, falling down on my knees and crying. I looked at my reflection. What a mess. My hair was messy, tears were falling, eyes are red. I looked like a mess. I wiped more tears and stayed near the lake. I found a tree nearby and I sat under it and I fell asleep. I was woken up by my mom. "(Y/n)! (y/n), dear I thought you were gone!" her worried face makes me guilty. "I'm sorry mom, don't worry, I only fell asleep." She sighed in relief. "Come on, lets go home, I made you some (f/f=favorite food)." We both walked home.

--time skip to morning-- 
I woke up to my alarm clock.. it was 6:00 am. I woke up, took a shower, changed in my uniform, and went downstairs for some breakfast. I had some waffles and coffee. Then I brushed my teeth. I checked the clock again, 7:00. Okay, time to go. I walked out and started to walk to school.
I walked in the classroom and what I saw broke me again... Kiku confessing to (b/f/n).

A/N: THE LAST PART HURTS SO BAD

I FEEL TERRIBLE

PLEASE

DONT

KILL

ME

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