Cheater Hetalia x ReaderOne shot

Cheater England x Reader 2

[[ Okay so basically, in the next /few/ chapters its cheater country x reader x yoosung/707
and i made another one
motherfakas

suffer

"Hello, love. You wanted to see me?" Arthur placed his hands on her shoulder, conflicted. Usually, it's because she's sick or hungry but this time, she was silent and not whining. "I know.. we're married. You do love me, right? You won't ever cheat on me, right? Please tell me." Arthur's conflicted face turned soft and he embraced Y/n in a hug, stroking her soft h/c hair. 
"No, of course I won't cheat on you.. I love you too much."

That was what he said, when you both were newlyweds.
Two years later, you both had a daughter named Shinjee. You chose this name because it sounded very marvelous to you. 

When now that Shinjee grew, you thought you guys were still going strong. You thought so. Because life just seemed to treat you very well. You're hired by a marketing company that pays very well as you're the assistant of the chairman! Your house isn't /that/ big but you wonder why people call it 'Mansion'. The Marketing company's name is Giovanni Marketing Company and the other branch as GTA or Giovanni's Technology Association. You were still assigned as the assistant of the founder of the two, Ms. Yanna Giovanni. Arthur was hired as a businessman in other parts of the country and he comes home very late and sometimes he doesn't. But you didn't mind, you had Shinjee and Elly (the cat) as company. One night, you went home late. You were usually home by 8:30 but now, you went home this 9:30.

Shinjee was sitting down on the couch beside Elly, watching TV. "Mom! Oh, mom!" Shinjee excitedly ran to you and hugged your waist. "Mom, you're home." "Shinjee, you should go to sleep now, you have school tomorrow." 
"Yes, mom!" Shinjee ran to her room, grabbing Elly. You smiled and went to the living room. It was huge. 

There was a big picture hung on the wall too. It was a picture of the Kirkland family... Shinjee in the middle of Arthur and you. A smile appeared on your face as you remembered the family picnic, the family dinners and of course, when Arthur proposed to you. A tear rolled down your cheek. "Ah, I should stop getting dramatic." 

The door slammed open and Arthur stood there tired. 

"Honey, you should get some sleep." You smiled gently and patted his back. "Come on, Y/n. I still need to call my boss."

Then there you noticed. He kept calling his boss. Sometimes, his "boss" calls him during Sundays. 

The next days, you were very stressed out. Depression and anxiety caught on and Arthur wasn't helping you out. Whenever you goes home later than intended (around 11:00) while holding your heavy bags and some papers, Arthur just stood there and shrugged, not even showing a care. You hated it. You just wanted to rest for a day or so. 

This morning you called Arthur's office from your office. "Hello? May I have a word with Mr. Kirkland."
"Of course, please standby."
Beep. 
"Hello?"
"Arthur, it's me. Please tell your sister, Alice to fetch Shinjee home and she'll stay there for a night and she'll take Elly with her. I need some rest and a time with you, please. I really don't feel well. It's not that Shinjee is not helping, she is but I just really need to rest peacefully with no loud TV, no cellphone ringing and loud music please." You sounded distressed. Almost as if you were angry.
"Love, what happened? Of course, I'll do it. I'm looking forward to talk to you tonight." 
Beep.

The speaker was heard calling your name. "Attention to Mrs. Y/n Kirkland, Ms. Giovanni wants to see you in her office now. I repeat, Mrs. Y/n Kirkland, Ms. Giovanni wants to see you in her office now." 
You were confused yet eager to know what your boss has it for you today. Walking to the elevator and going to her office, you smiled couragously even if you were nervous.
"Mrs. Kirkland, it has come to my attention that you've been overworking shifts and passing your reports days earlier than needed. The company was doing very much fine in your control and the Technology Company's databases were passed correctly and like how I want. In this case, I'll reward you to have a rest the day after tomorrow. You may go home now."
"Thank you, Ma'am." You bowed and excitedly went home. Pulling out of the driveway, you noticed that Arthur's car was there. Excited as you were, you ran inside the house to surprise him.
"Oh, Arthur~" Softly, you purred only to hear a very loud thud. "What.. is .. he up to?" She ran upstairs to eavesdrop. 
"She's... not here." Is that.. Arthur's voice? Wait, no. You have to listen. So, you stayed and listened for a little longer.
"She's ugly, Artie~ Compared to me, I'm more prettier and younger!"

"I see.." You smiled and headed for the pharmacy. Buying a few sleeping pills, you called Arthur. "Arthur! I uh... was rewarded to have a day off the day after tomorrow, isn't it great? we get to spend time together!" 
"Ah.. my dearest, I have somewhere to go."
"But we never rea--"
Beep. Beep. 
He just hung up. What kind of husband is that? 

... 
Taking your instincts, you sat in the backseat of your car, slowly hesitating to take the pills. "I.. i wasn't beautiful enough. 

Hah... I'm not even beautiful in the first place. Why am I sad? I should be happy because he's with someone pretty...." Another pill.
"I'm useless." Another pill.
"..Pitiful." another one
"...Ugly.." Another one
"Idiotic.." Another one.
"I don't know why I'm alive." you smiled and took the whole bottle. You felt lightheaded. So, you wrote for the sake of Shin.
"Dearest Arthur and family, 
      I'm sorry Arthur, be with that girl. She's beautiful. Hopefully, Shinjee will like her new mother. I love you all, okay? Please, don't ever forget me. I beg of you to remove the family picture in the living room and change it to a picture of you and Shin. Or you all happily. It will make my death more at ease.  Please change my surname to  (L/N) back when you bury me. Thank you."

Please send this to Ms. Yanna's office. The letter beside this one. 
I love you, Shinjeee. 
I love you, Elly.
I love you, Arthur. I'm sorry I couldn't give what she can give."

The letter to Ms. Yanna
"Dear Ms. Yanna Giovanni, 
                                 I'm so sorry for leaving my works like this. It sounds so unusual for you to hear your assistant in this manner, but forgive me. The company will go on without me, sadly. I need to rest permanently and I will expect you all in the afterlife. I promise that.. everything will go fine. I'm above you all, watching and protecting everyone. Please, tell Yoosung
I love him and I forgive him."

Closing your eyes, you went lifeless. 


Your eyes fluttered open to see that you're sitting down in a hospital chair wearing what seems to be your clothes when you were a kid in adult version. There infront of you sat Shinjee and Arthur crying.

You stood up and patted their backs even if they can't feel it. You went outside to see Yoosung..
Is he.. crying?
Your eyes teared up. You realized that you only married Arthur because you didn't want to hurt him. You had loved Yoosung but you loved Arthur when you married him. 

"Yoosung.. You were right. I'm sorry."

Yoosung sobbed and sobbed and the halls of the hospital seemed to echo his sobs. "Y/n.. I'm sorry! I love you, please don't leave me. Even if you don't love me anymore, I don't want you to die, I'm sorry, I wanted you to be happy that's why I agreed to let you marry him! I'm sorry, I'm a failure!"  His cries just hit you hard.
Arthur never really cared for you as much as this blonde did. 
Yoosung almost risked his life so that you'll be safe.. He did his best to keep you companied. He did it as far as to quit LOLOL.

You, YOU made this kind hearted boy happy, tired, pressured, lonely and anxious.
Yet, YOU hurt his feeelings and threw him away for someone who doesn't care for you.

You deserved to die and go to hell.

[[ Okay I'm sorry