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"Your wings are soaked in arrogance."

Y/n was doing her eyeliner, getting ready for a date with Emil. Her boyfriend of 2 years. It has been a while since their date but it wasn't really much. So it was more of a mini date. 
She smiled to herself, looking herself at the mirror. The blue wavy dress that had lace suits her perfectly. She twirled in it for a while and stopped, giggling. She called Emil. 
"Hi Emil!" She greeted, excitement present in her voice. She was so happy that she resembled a small kid about to get her present in Christmas. "Oh, Y/n. Hi." The Islander greeted, letting out a frustrated huff. Y/n's smile dropped at this. What happened to Emil? 

"Look, I'm sorry, I can't come to the movies with you today. You can go alone because my boss called me. He said he wanted me back in the office for now for an urgent. I'm really sorry." She apologized, and she was abit disappointed but nonetheless, she didn't  argue with him. "It's okay." Y/n let out a disgruntled (wow such word has been learned.) sigh and put the phone down. She really wanted to watch the movies and just because Emil isn't going doesn't mean she won't go. Y/n grinned to herself, hopping to her car and driving to the movie house that was showing her anticipated movies. She had watch the trailers and her attention was caught. it was a really nice movie, from what she had guessed from the trailers itself. Y/n shrugged, buying the ticket and walking in the movie inwardly screeching. It was the advertisement and she was sitting down, mentally noting to download this for her and Emil to cuddle at night while watching it from her computer. Y/n almost screeched at the thought and focused on the movie that will play in about 10 seconds. The lights went dim and the only light was the neon exit sign and the big screen infront of her. She stuffed her hand in the popcorn and started to munch on them.

As the movie started, a couple walked in that made Y/n drop her poor popcorn.

It was Emil and her best friend walking to their seat, their arms linked together and her head on his shoulder. It broke her heart immediately and when they sat two rows infront of her, her eyes welled up with tears and depressing thoughts came back to her, slapping it right on her face. Y/n's lips trembled and her hands were shaking. Her eyes wasn't focused on the movie, instead it was on Emil. Why did he do that? Is what she can wonder. She started to feel insecure.

"I'm.." Before she could burst out crying, she ran to the bathroom, tears already rolling down her face. She faced the mirror and then spoke."Ugly." Without any more words, she left the theatre and went home with a broken heart. She drove to the mall first to buy a few things.

Once she was there, she got all the stuff she needed and drove him, a few sobs emitting from her and her wretched body. She parked in the driveway and went to the couch. She dropped down on the floor and cried out. The tears rolling down her cheeks.. She couldn't help it.

Y/n felt so alone, so weak, so vulnerable, so worthless.
And so miserable. Emotions were mixed and her chest swirling in pain. The loud thunder and lightning reminded her that it was raining outside.
Pitter patter. Goes the rain. The only thing that kept her alive was Emil and now that he did something so stupid, she's regretting everything. From opening up to Emil to just plainly accepting someone in her life that left not even telling the truth. Lies. Lies. Lies. 

She placed to of her hands on either sides of her heads as she heard voices coming back to her.
'Useless' 'Stupid' 'Ugly' 'Nerd' 'Dumb' 'C--t' 'A joke' And all through the encouragement she received from Emil, she slowly started to believe every single bad mouths she had received. Her life is on the line. 
Her sobs racked her body roughly and her body responded with her limbs going weak and her head aching painfully. Y/n's heart started to throb in an unusual fast pace and all she could feel was the room closing her in. Her mindset was not proper anymore. She needed to break something and fast.

So she stood up, still a mess and threw everything that was on her way. Screams left her throat and yet it ripped her throat out until her voice cracked she did not stop. It broke her windows, her glasses, her cabinets and stuff and vases until she physically passed out. 

"Hello, this is 911 what's your emergency?" The operator answered in a calm tone as the neighbor gulped shakily. "Uhm yes this is Teresa and I am a neighbor and I heard screams and some of her windows are broken and it became eerily silent so please check on her." Teresa, the neighbor answered, looking at Y/n's house from her living room, hiding behind a curtain because she thought it was a murder scene.  "We are sending the police right away. Did you notice anything strange before?" Teresa paused for a moment before answering. "Nothing was out of the ordinary. She did have a lover though, but I don't think he was with her because his motorbike isn't parked infront of her house." 
"The police shall be arriving, please lead them." And with that, the call ended pretty quickly and Teresa rushed out as soon as she heard the police sirens and the Chief Officer went out with 3 more police officers that are ready. They went to the front door and opened it. 

To their surprise, Y/n was there on the floor, passed out with blood tricking from her hands to the floor. She had cut herself. They looked around. Picture frames were destroyed, the window shattered and pills scattered all around. The bottle read 'anti-depressant pills' and some sleeping pills. She stood there, terrified. What if Y/n died and the hospital came as well and rushed her to the hospital with Teresa left behind to be questioned on what happened if she had any family member etc. 
"Boyfriend?" 
"Yeah, Y/n has a boyfriend. The name is Emil Steilsson. "
"Alright, thank you." 

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"What do you mean she tried to do suicide? That's impossible!" Emil slammed his fists against the mahogany wood table of the police officer. "I know nothing, I am honest." 

".."
After about 7 hours, he finally got to the hospital where Y/n was laying down on the bed, sleeping peacefully. "Why would you do so.." 

Then he remembered what the officer gave him.

"Wait, kid, before you leave, here." The officer handed him a letter and pushed it onto his hand. "Read it. It's for you." And with that, they said farewell and he headed to the hospital.

Emil was now beyond curious so he read it. It didn't take long for him to notice the words 'with my best friend' 'cheating' 'i forgive you' 'we need to break up because of that' 'I'm sorry'
And his eyes teared up as he left the hospital, respecting her decisions.