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Netherlands x Reader

[[ Hi y'all!~ So, I'm sick rn and I'm resting so.. 
Yeah. Things had gotten a little depressing for me that's why I was unable to update. Got caught up in schedules because I'm really focusing on my piano lessons, trying to draw and of course, studying since it's almost finals. I'm really sorry and I'll try to update as much as I can. 

It's just a little hyperventilation, trust issues, anxiety and fear. 
..I am being made fun of because I have hyperventilation. They think it's fake. I wanted to slap them. I did. But I couldn't, the teacher was there. I hope you all understand and thank you for reading my story and voting and commenting. Please, keep up! 
-Suhoe 

--- Anyways! In this story, Y/n and her best friend are actors -- 
"So, you're divorcing me because of what?" She asked again in a calm tone; a tone that says she expected this to happen. 
"I'm seeing someone else. I'm so sorry." He bluntly stated, his head hanging low from guilt. Y/n smiled, keeping the tears in. They had only been married for a year and a half and this is what she came home to. "Alright, I'll sign them. Just a moment." She got the papers and took her sign pen from her bag. 
She stared at the papers and she was saddened. Where did she go wrong? What happened? He cheated on her? Hesitantly, she signed them. 
After about a lot of papers, she couldn't hold it back anymore. Y/n hugged Abel and let out painful sobs. "I'm sorry, I'm sure you'll find the right one." The nerve. He smiled wishing that this would all end. 
"I will. Thank you.. for everything. I'm sorry I couldn't give what she can give." 
They will part ways. 
Abel moved out of their shared house and went to his new girlfriend's apartment. 

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Y/n was a wreck during the first week. She called her sister and she sobbed, telling everything. She rarely ate meals, called in sick for two days, always watched Titanic. The second week, everything seemed to be a little better for the divorced woman. She had talked to a psychiatrist and her best friend came back from a vacation from another country. 

Now, Y/n is at an airport, waiting for that boy to come out and hug her. "OH MY GOD Y/N!" The voice she knew too well made the end of her lips curl up in a smile. She opened her arms and he rushed in, gripped her waist and spun her around adorably. Matt (NO NOT CANADA)'s forehead was against hers and they were grinning childishly. 
People around them looked at them and smiled. It was cute. 
But then they realized it's the actor and actress that is so close. Cameras flashed them next. 

Once Matt and Y/n was in Y/n's home, he scrolled through twitter and damn. News flew. ' ACTOR MATT PARK AND ACTRESS Y/N L/N SEEN TOGETHER A WEEK AFTER Y/N'S DIVORCE.'
'MATT PARK AND Y/N L/N DATING SUSPICIONS  CONFIRMED!!'

Matt threw his phone on the couch, groaning. "Can't bestfriends reunite in peace?!" There was silence before he spoke up, again. 

"By the way.. how are you? You know.. after your.. divorce." Sitting up, he faced her. The question stabbed her. Y/n looked down. 
"I can't move on, Matt. It's too hard." She sobbed, covering her face with her hands. His face softened. His bestfriend is in pain! Matt took her hands to uncover her face and he pulled her against his chest. It was a pain for Matt too. "Shh, I'm here, Y/n. You don't have to cry. I'm here." His hands ran through her hair, making Y/n calm her sobs but tears were still falling. 
He cleared his throat and started to sing. "Don't cry, I am here for you.
I'm by your side and I won't leave." He sang songs that made Y/n fall asleep.

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Abel saw the news and wasn't so thrilled. He was missing her. Her laugh, smile and everything. It was stupid for him to miss her but he did. 
"Hi babe." Lilah's voice rang in his head and he snapped to the direction of the voice. She was very pretty but she was just bossy and mean. "How's work? I'm still trying to look for one though so that I can share the rent of this apartment." He flashed her a sincere smile; one he'd been practicing. "Oh sweetie, I can have all the rent by myself. I-" She stopped in the middle of the sentence once her eyes went to the television news. It was an interview of the recently divorced actress, Y/n. Abel listened intently with Lilah 
"After the news that made took the nation's attention and had everyone supporting her and cheering for her, Y/n finally decided to speak up." The MC turned to Y/n to ask questions.
"Was it hard?"
"Yes, it was hard for me to get over it. It's not everyday I have some kind of dilemma but I guess this one was too hard. It felt like I lost my world completely. Someone's holding a part of my heart and took it away. I didn't have to say anything that would make him angry or guilty because I'm glad I had those kinds of memories with him. Please, don't hate him. It's no one's fault. Sometimes, nothing last forever, you know?" She paused and smiled widely at the camera. "Besides, my best friend was there with me. Along with my sister who kept throwing chocolate at me. Abel, I hope you have a good life! Miss, please take care of Abel and love him more than I did. He deserves it." 

The MC aweed and continued.  "Do you still think about him?"
"Of course, I'm-" Lilah turned off the television and turned to Abel with an annoyed face while he teared up. "Babe! Why are you gonna cry over her?! I AM with YOU now, not HER!" She yelled. Abel winced at the words. "I regret divorcing her."

"WHAT?! UGH!"

Abel did, he really did.

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Late in the night where Matt and Y/n are rehearsing, someone was calling Y/n. She hesitantly answered and didn't bother to check the ID caller. "Hello?"
"Y/n?" Oh.
"Abel? What.. do you need?" She spoke softly yet in a surprised tone. No one expected this coming. "Can I come over? I need to talk to you tonight."
"Can't we just do it in the morning? I'm rehearsing with Matt right now and you can't do that anymore. What else do you wanna talk about anyways? We're through, remember?"  
Matt looked worried and angry. His eyebrows furrowed together and his lips pursed. There was silence before Y/n placed it on speaker and he started to speak. 
"Look I just need-"

"Just say whatever you want to drop off here. I can't even look at you! It's making me sick. Do you know how much of a taker you had been? You took me for granted, Abel. Go on, tell me. Tell me how much of a sorry bastard you are yet that will not change the fact you divorced me because you looked at other women." Y/n's voice cracked, filled with emotions. 
"What do YOU know?!" The man on the other line shouted. "You were never home early and those rumors made me think you were cheating on me.. so as a revenge, I cheated on you."

What? "What?! Did you not trust me?! You didn't trust Matt? You heard rumors and.. you thought I was cheating on you?"  That's it. She's had the last straw. "Shuckin' bug off then! I was working my arse off for us! For our supposedly amazing future! I stayed overnights rehearsing, doing stuff to make a living! And you? What were you doing? Nothing! You couldn't even clean the damn house and I had to rent this flirty ol' maiden who ended up being in the bed with you naked! 
Yes, I saw that! Yes, I let it slipped because I love you! Guess what? You continued behind my back." She ended the call. 

"Matt, I can't.." She breathed slowly, her tears falling. Heavy sobs escaped her mouth and all Matt could do was pull her tightly against his chest with his hand on her hair, playing with it while the other rested on her back, tracing small circles to calm her down. 
"I'm tired, Matt. Exhausted. There's a hole in my life and it just kept growing bigger. Nothing.. nothing can fill it in." She buried her face on his neck and she felt as if she belonged there. He only sighed before whispering. 
"I may not be able to fill it in. But I will stop it from growing bigger."



[[ Aight so guys.. let's talk

Something is eating me completely. I don't know what it is  but I just dont know. 
I am not depressed, I am happy but sometimes there are thoughts that will never leave my mind.
What if they leave me?
I'm becoming so paranoid everyday that the people I love would leave me helpless.