This Is Me

Weak

2/5/16:

I am doubtful

I am tired

All these games are making me sick

Everyone points and laughs,

Like I have no feelings.

I am too broken

I am too fragile

All emotions come out,

And I'm done

Too much pain to bare.

I am emotionally disturbed

I am emotionally stressed

Like an abused animal,

I can't ever be left alone

This is a life I hate to be living.

I am very weak

I am very unstable

Many reasons,

But too much to ask.

People leave me,

So I guess it's for the best.

I am terribly despondent

I am terribly sorry

Nobody deserves to feel this way

Or well unwanted,

But I guess it's way too late.

I am deeply pathetic

I am deeply miserable

No one cares how I'm feeling

And not a day goes by,

I'm just not even worth it.

I am horribly sorry

I am horribly done

No one understands what I'm doing

Not a care in the world,

That is why I shall not speak of it.

I am WEAK!

I am WEAK!

Every tear that I shred,

Makes me weaker than I am

Too tired to say anything

That's why nobody knows

Keeping it bottled up

With a smile on my face.

Little did they know,

All I want to do is 'disappear.' 

A/N: I hope you guys liked this one. It was recent. But not really, I made it a couple months ago. Anyway, are you guys enjoying these?