This Is Me

Why?

8/1/15:

I've cried to many tears

Just to let you back in.

I should've just let you go,

But memories are hard to be forgotten.

We're afraid to give it up,

Afraid to tell the truth.

We both have to many secrets

And way too many lies.

Why must you hurt me?

Why must you break us apart?

All we did was swim in love and lies

And I finally had enough,

The suspicion is finally over

And the jealousness has stopped

And now I'm finally done.

All the suffering is over

All the bitter-taste of tears.

Our love was oh so delicate

But it was attacked by lots of lies.

I'm no longer wheezing in agony

No longer ashamed of what we had.

And now that wee're finally over

I've lost most of my fears.

No longer that shy one,

That nobody hears.

I'm not weak anymore

I'm more stronger than ever.

Not hopeless nor tragic,

I'm dynamic and better.

Not together anymore

But answer these please.

Why do I not hate you?

Why grovel on your knees?

Tell me why I still love you,

Why am I still scared?

Why are you so selfish?

Why were we ever paired?

The suffering is probably not over,

Or even the lies

We all still have our secrets

Lets try those out for size.

I don't know what to tell you

But this isn't the end.

Goodbye isn't forever

And sometimes it never lasts.

But for my last words,

I wanna make them count....

Everyone says that Love never Lasts,

So it's time I stop listening to the past.

A/N: I hope you liked this one. I wrote this about my ex bf, and basically the pain of the lies he put me through. -- xoxo Kali