Octavia's Pov
I only saw one tear slip from Peters face.
I had never seen him cry.
And I wouldn't ever again, I presume.
It was an odd feeling being in control of
thoughts but not actions.
I felt extremely odd.
The electricity still crackled in my fingers.
Regina for once didn't have a smirk on her
face.
People were scared.
Scared of me.
What I have become.
Peter looked me in the eye.
I tried to ground myself again.
For me to be in control.
Peters grabbed hold of my arm.
Before trying to shake me.
"Snap out off it," he said slowly before shouting
it twice more.
"Octavia please," he breathed after ranting.
"It not her in there Peter," Riley said slowly.
And at that moment I wanted to scream.
That I was still here.
But that was before I Realized.
I wasn't winning this game.
But I figured something out,
Life is a game.
And I was never winning.
