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Peters Pov
The creature smiled oddly.
So close to death.
It sitting in a pool of blood itself.
"Why smile?" I questioned.
It didn't reply at first.
It looked caught up in its mind.
It looked so close to not holding on.
To letting go,
leaving.
But it tried to hold on for as long as it could.
I missed her.
She was gone.
I needed her.
The rest had died.
The lost boys, gone.
Mermaids.
Fairies.
All dead.
Pirates.
My perfect story book had vanished.
But I wasn't that Peter Pan.
I wasn't the one who helped children.
Saved them.
I was the one that killed them.
Or tried to.
I murdered.
For her.
And she was no longer here.
Gone.
I missed her.
More than I ever had.
I spoke to it.
"I miss her" I say said slowly.
"I do as well," it says.
"You do?" I ask.
"I miss the old her" it chokes spluttering blood.
" did you know her?" I question.
"Very well, or I thought i did. She didn't know
herself," it says.
"That's odd to say," I start before trailing off.
"Not really" it shocks again.
Blood gurgling looking like death.
"Who are you?" I ask curious of it.
"That no longer matters," it says, " It's not
who am I, it's simply who I was."
Stuttering it continues,
"I was never in control of me, it was as though
the voices were, ready to kill me.
Like teenage guys fighting over the last
French fries, something idiotic like that.
But that's the fun in it all, Pan." It says weakly.
"I'm sorry for you?" I say.
"Don't be, I think it was time for me to leave
I wasn't meant for this world this life. Maybe
we shall meet in another one, Pan." it
says in its shaky last breaths.
