Chapter 17: Losses

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***LISTEN TO SONG ABOVE***
Who are you, Really?
Leave it playing until lyrics...
Enjoy!

Octavia/Nogitsunes Pov

I looked around as my neck rolled.

My eyes lit up.

My hands crackled.

The energy.

The beast.

It was hard to control it all.

I heard something creak.

Peter...

My mind hoped.

But it was just the wind.

I was a freak.

I had been in hiding for 2 weeks so far.

From people.

My family.

It was for their good.

I couldn't hurt them.

I couldn't hurt Peter.

I miss them.

It's lonely up here.

With just my thoughts and my mind.

It's dangerous as well.

The Nogitsune threatening to take over.

To take control of me.

For who knows.

Maybe that's what I wanted.

My whole life I wanted a family.

I smiled at the thought.

I stood up walking past a shattered mirror.

I look at myself.

PIC!

My blonde hair hung a mess of tangles.

My eyes sunken in to my face.

Bags from restless nights.

My lips so pale it looked as though they

matched my skin.

My eyes no longer shone.

They were no longer happy.

I looked a mess.

Blood had smeared the cracks of the mirror.

Who was I really?

I walked away not daring to look back,

at that hideous beast in the mirror,

my worst fear,

a child's nightmare,

a killer,

A murder,

but I had to face the facts,

I could no longer blame the Nogitsune,

the horrid beast wasn't it.

it was me.

Peters Pov
(This is after the two weeks she's been missing)
4/12/19
I'm still searching for her.

4/16/19
We've searched the whole island.

4/19/19
I can't give up

4/30/19
I miss her.

5/14/19
I can't do this.

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