Why Not?

Chapter 5

By the time school was over I was just ready to head home, I was so tired. Sofia wanted me to go to the mall her since it was Friday, but I had to cancel because I had to work on my project with Javier today.

He seemed pretty good today, he was smiling and actually laughing, which I haven't heard from him. He genuinely seems like a great guy.

When I was working with him, I just stopped and just started observing him, of course when he wasn't paying attention ;)

His eyes was showing calm and loving, but also sad and lost. I don't know why though, I want to ask, but I don't feel like we're at that stage where we can trust each other with each other's inner secrets. I'm fine with that, but later I want to be able to share things like that with each other.

I gave Javier the address to my house, he said he would be their right after school.

I know my parents wouldn't be home when I got their, like usual. Which I was right because when I got home it was just me, like always.

Just when I was about to sit down, there was a knock from the front door and I already know who that was.

Javier P.O.V.

I was a bit excited and nervous at the same time to be in front of Luna's door. It's hard to believe that I have someone like her in my life, she really is something special.

We are becoming really good friends. Like actually today while we were working on our project, I was just admiring her perfection, of course when she wasn't looking ;)

She was just so perfect, she's beautiful, shy and calm like me. Her eyes tell me I care and worry, but my question is about what though? Does she worry about me? Does she really care for me?

Luna's P.O.V.

It didn't take me long to get up and go open the door. Javier's bright smile awoken me from thought, I feel butterflies in my stomach, strange huh? I know.

"Hey, ready to work on the project?"

"Yep."

I guided him to the living room, while he was following I asked if he was anted anything to drink, which he said no. So we decided to sit beside each other on the couch.

"You have a beautiful house."

"Thanks, it is something, isn't."

"It really is, nicer than mine."

"Really? How is yours?" I decided to ask.

"Um, let's get to work."

Their he goes again, cutting me off and changing the subject. He always gets away with it, but not this time, he's going to like it or not because I don't care.

"Okay Javier I think we need to get to know each other more before we go any further with this project."

"Well I guess you right. Where do you want start."

"Well do you have any parents or like are you adopted. Do you have any siblings. Is everything okay with you. Have you went through anything bad or tough that your hiding?" I decided to ask, since we're going to be spending a lot of time together. I felt kind of bad for asking these questions, but I had to know.

"Well I'm not adopted, I do have parents, I do have a sibling she is 7 and her name is Maria. Yes everything is okay with me. Yes I have went through some tough times, but those are in my past and I don't feel like taking about them right now maybe a little later, okay?"

"Okay. But sooner or later your going to have to tell me, if you like it or not, your going to." I said with a smirk.

"Okay fine, but just a little later not now." Said Javier laughing a little.

"I swear at times you can be so serious and then change to so demanding and then funny. Your a one of a kind person, you know that Luna?"

"Well thanks." I said blushing a bit.

"Well let's go ahead a get to work on some of this project."

"Okay" I said.

With that we started working, then I decided to go get some snacks so we could eat.

I feel very comfortable with Javier and never feel this way with no one, just Sofia. It's weird, but good at the same time.

"I think we should take a break, I'm tired."

"Well the more we get done, the less we'll have to do later." Said Javier with a smile.

"I know that but I'm just tired of this work."

"Well I am too."

So we started cleaning up, when we accidentally dropped some of our stuff while we were cleaning.

When I was reaching to grab my pencil, mine and Javier hands touched, I slowly pulled away and then we looked up, face to face, just inches away from each other lips.

At this moment all I wanted to do was kiss him, to see so much more of him. My head was telling me yes and no, but I just wanted to.

Our heads slowly turning getting closer and closer, just centimeters away from each other's lips. Oh how much I just wanted him to kiss me, it's like my lips was begging for him.

Right when we were about to kiss Javier pulled away and quickly got up, got his stuff.

"Um, yeah, I have to go home."

After that said he rushed out the door without another word.

I felt sad, but their was something on his mind that got me thinking about what it was. I just needed to know, because I knew he wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss him. I swear I'm going to find this reason if it's the last thing I do.

Javier P.O.V.

I hurried up and got to my car and slowing pulling out of the drive way.

Their was a million things going through my head right now. The only one that sticks out is that I wanted to kiss her so badly, I wanted to know so much more about her.

But I can't let this happen because we will get so much more closer and I don't want to get so close to her because in the end I know I'm going to loose her.

But my head is calling me stupid right now, for it, not kissing her, just leaving her hanging. I know she is wondering why, but I don't want her too.

She gives me this feeling that I have never felt with anyone before. Is she making me the feel the feeling that I haven't felt in forever?

Is she making me feel love?