Why Not?

Chapter 8

I felt like I needed to go to the bathroom because I just didn't want to talk about it but maybe since he brought it up first it might be more easier for me.

"So. I think I can say for both me and you that it was a mistake that just accidentally happened and that accident will not affect the way we are friends." He said.

He was right but I was kind of sad that he didn't really have anything else to say about it but he is kind of right but I don't know if he meant all the words he was saying to me.

"Um. I guess your right." I replied.

"Are you okay? I don't mean to hurt your feelings or anything." He said

"No you didn't, I was just taking this in and your right about it." I said with a fake smile.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah I'm positive." I tried to say with a warm smile.

I honestly didn't want this to affect us, but just something about this made me kind of sad which I don't even know why.

We just sit their in silence eating our food until it seemed that we were all done.

"Are you ready to get out of here" he said.

"Yeah." I said.

We walked out of the restaurant and went to the car. I decided I would break the silence between us by coming up with something to at least bring some small talk in between us.

"So do you always come to the fair, well have you always like the fair?" I decided to ask him.

"Yeah. I always loved coming at night and seeing the place all lit up. It made me feel happy."

When I looked over at him his eyes looked like they were getting sad, it kind of made me more interested in what he was gonna say next. But when his voice changed from soft to dark it sounded like I wasn't going to be able to hear the rest of the story that he wanted to say.

"But I really haven't been to the fair lately, I've just been busy working and doing other stuff." He said.

"Oh that sucks I'm sorry, I love the fair, I feel like I can let loose and act like myself like I could act like a kid again." I said with a smile.

"That's how I feel too! Like I can just leave my worries at the door. Like a kid that doesn't have any cares in the world." He said with the warmest smile ever.

Seeing him happy made me feel happy I don't know why but seeing him sad makes me want to fix whatever is bothering him.

By the time we go to the fair it was already looking busy. But we went over to get our bracelets, I was started looking around to see what ride we could get on first. But the first ride that really caught my attention was the Ferris wheel.

"Hey, would you like to go on the Ferris wheel first?" I asked him.

"Sure."

So we walked over their and waited which wasn't that long. We finally got our turn and got into the ride and started making our way up.

"I love this ride so much !" I decided to say to break the silence.

"Why?" He responded with.

"I feel like I can see the whole world when I'm on the top, I feel free." I said

"That's one reason why I love this ride, it's so calm and peaceful." He said.

"It really is isn't," I said.