Why Not?

Chapter 6

Javier P.O.V.

By the time I reached home I just wanted to be by myself. I just wanted to be alone, to think, just think.

Whenever I closed my eyes the only thing that showed up was her face, just her. Me just leaving her hanging like that. I felt so dumb and stupid for doing that, I should've said something else before just getting up and walking out. I kind of hate myself right now. Why does my feelings have to be so complicated?!

I got it! The first thing I'll do tomorrow when I see her, I'll just tell her it was a big mistake and I shouldn't have done that, it was all just an accident. Yeah that's a great plan, so no one will get hurt.

Part of me thinks this is a great idea, but the other part of me says it's not. I honestly come up with a good plan and than this happens.

Should I tell her I do have these feelings towards her, that means that I like her more than a friend. I have liked her since who knows when. But I just can't come out with all of these feelings for her because she hasn't even known me for long.

What if she doesn't like me or what if she does have these sorts of feelings for me. I just don't want to ruin what we have now.

So I thought of a new plan. That since tomorrow we don't have school since it's Saturday. I will take her out to the fair and we will get to know a whole lot about each other. Yeah that will help us a lot.

I will just text her and I can pick her up. I really hope she agrees because I don't want anything between us to become awkward.

So I'll just text her, hopefully she responds because it's not that late. It's only 9:45 at night. She should be still awake

Luna's P.O.V

After having all that happen between me and Javier, I just went to my room. It was really peaceful in the house since it was only me their.

I had a lot that was going through my head, so many thoughts of what happened.

I thought he did want to kiss me, but at the same time he didn't want to. All of these things going through my head right now has me so confused about everything.

I do like Javier but I don't know if I like him that way. It's just that we have been getting closer because of this project and everything, but other than that nothing. Their is a side of me that wants to get to know him. I want to know everything about him because he seems like a very natural human being, that is very hard to find.

I have been with or got to know other guys that are total opposites of him. So me getting to know him more helps me trust people more and it might change my perspective of what guys really are.

I think we should do something for real outside of school. Something that will help us get to know each other a lot better.

I think I do have an idea. This weekend the fair is in town, so maybe I can invite him to come with me. This place will help us be able to get to know each other better.

Hopefully he says yes because if not, then I will think that he doesn't want to get to know me at all and that will kind of hurt me.

I started looking for my phone so I can text him and ask. I didn't see it no where around, so I went downstairs to see if I left it their.

Of course it's their the place a put it at once I got home, the couch. So I go to text him, but then I see a text from him already

Javier: Hey. I see that the fair is in town and I was just wondering if you would like to go with me to it?

Me: Sure. I was actually thinking the same thing lol. Just tell me what time you can pick me up and I'll be ready by then.

I replied, so idk if he'll see it or not. But this actually gave me a little bit of hope that he does want to try and get to know me. Which makes me some what better than earlier.

A few minutes passed and I saw I got a message from him.

Javier: Great. I was thinking about around 1:00 so we can grab something to eat before and then go. Is that alright with you?

Me: Yeah that sounds good!

Javier: Cool.

With that I decided to go eat something and then go back to my room to go watch some tv.

It was hard finding anything good on tv, but I wasn't even paying attention to it. I was to much into my thoughts to even pay attention.

Just thinking about how tomorrow will plan out to be. If it will be good or something bad might happen.

I honestly hope everything goes good for the both of us. I'm going to try to make an effort tomorrow because I don't know if he will.

The next morning.

I looked over at my clock and noticed it was already 10:00. I sure did sleep in late.

I just decided to get up and go take a shower. Remembering that me and Javier are going to the fair today. I'm excited, but scared at the same time.

I just decided to let the tunes take over my mind while k was taking a shower.

Just curious how the day will be planned out for the both of us.