Chapter 14: I'm Sorry

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6 months later
Mackenzie's pov
It's been six months since my dad died. Michelle and her parents live with me now.Hunter refuses to speak to me. I've been cutting a lot these past six months. I even cut at school. I have been hiding it from everyone. Even Michelle. But Hunter looks at my arms everyday, he can see them. But I stopped that by wearing long sleeves. "Hey let's go to the mall today " Michelle said from the other side of the bathroom door. I was in the middle of purging. I have hated my body. So I thought of this to help get rid of fat. I lost 30 pounds. "Alright" I said. I took a long shower. I got out and dried off. I put on jean shorts and my favorite shirt (outfit above) . I slipped on my shoes. I got out of the bathroom. Michelle was standing by the window. Texting away to her boyfriend back home. Daniel. "Ready" I said. "Yep" she said. We walked to the mall. We went into Hot Topic first. "Do you still cut? " she said to me. "No? "I lied. I hate lying, but it's for her own good. She had found a cool mug that had Muraders Map on it. I grabbed a dress from the rack. "Well I'm worried for you. Ever since Cam stopped talking to you, you haven't been the same " she said. A small tear slid down my face at the mention of Cameron's name. Me and him haven't talked for awhile, I quickly wiped the tear away and said "I'm fine". I lied to her, because I honestly missed the living shit out of him. "You sure ?" Misha asked me again with her eyebrow raised, she knew me way too well. We paid for things and we grabbed the bags and made our way out of the store. "I promise you, I'm fine, he's just busy is all" I said to her, I knew it was lie myself, he wasn't busy at all and she knew it too. "You sure? " she asked again sounding more concerned. I sighed as we walked out, I didn't want the whole conversation to be about me. "So who's this Blake I have heard of? " I asked changing the subject, hoping I could get out of the topic. "You'll have to wait and see " she said smiling, a slight blush appeared on her cheeks. We finished shopping after a few hours. As we were leaving I caught the sight of someone out of the corner of my eyes. It was Hunter. I guess he was crying. Even Michelle saw him. "You miss him don't you " She said looking at Hunter and back at me. "Yeah" I said. "Then go get him " she said with a smile. I smiled back and ran to where Hunter was. He was crying but he looked up and saw me. An instant smile came across his face. "Hunter" I said jumping into his arms. I started crying into the crook of his neck, I missed him and his loving touch so much. "It's okay, I'm here, I'm here " he said placing a kiss on my temple. He put me down and I looked up at him, but I noticed he had a black eye and had blood coming out from a large scratch on his cheek. "Kenzie it's not as bad as you think " he said placing his hands on my arms. I knew Alex had something to do with this. "Where is she?!" I said as anger flooded my body. "It doesn't matter I'm just glad you're here " he said hugging me, I hugged him back. "I'm glad you're here too. I've missed my best boy friend " I said with a chuckle. I looked at the scratch again, blood had started pooling over it and I knew it was new. "Did she do this? " I asked examining the deep cut . He nodded slowly but gave me a reassuring smile and said "I'm fine I promise " "God, when I find her she's so fucking dead " I said angrily. Just as I say that, she walked over and saw me. A look of horror came over her face. I ran over to her and punched her square in the face. "The fuck! "She said holding her bloody nose. I kept punching her, but I soon stopped when her eye was bruised. "That's for Hunter " I said shoving her back to the ground. Hunter seemed surprised that I did this, but I wasn't the weak girl I used to be. Me and him ran out with Michelle. "Damn girl, you're vicious " Michelle said smiling. We all walked home. "So how's everything been? "Michelle asked Hunter. "Well other than Alex hurting me I've been fine " he said. "Oh yeah Michelle's dating someone " I said to him. "Oh that's so cool! " he said. "Yeah, I'm really excited to meet him " I said to her. We all walked into my house. I saw Michelle's parents sitting at the table. "Hey me and Hunter will be back soon I need to talk to him " I said to Michelle. "Alright have fun you two "she said. Hunter smiled down at me. I hugged him. I took Hunter's hand and we ran out to the field from where we went before. We sat down on the grass. We watched as the sun started to set. He wrapped his arm around me. I kissed his cheek and he kissed mine in return. His other hand held my free hand. His finger played with the silver band on my middle finger. "Mackenzie? " Hunter asked looking down at me. "Yeah"  I said looking at the beautiful colors that now streaked across the sky. "I'm sorry " he said softly. I raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Sorry? For what you didn't do anything to me " I said confused. He looked me in my eyes and the hand he was using to hold mine, pulled up my sleeve, to reveal the many scars that where buried deep with my wrist and arm. "For these " he said as his fingers ran over the scars. I pulled my hand away from his and looked away. A tear made its way down my cheek. He used his index finger to turn my face to face his. "Mackenzie, look at me " Hunter pleaded. I gave in and looked into his eyes. "Please don't hurt yourself again. Your skin deserves to be littered with kisses, not scars " I smiled at the comment. Hunter knew how to make me feel so much better about myself. "Thank you Hunter " I said before placing my lips onto his. A zoo of butterflies started once our lips met. It had been ages since our last real kiss after that night I got hurt. We didn't break the simple kiss for the longest time. I knew he was meant for me. I don't care if he's not my physical soul mate, but he's my love and will always have my heart. I don't care if I can't have his kids, we will find someone who can. Hunter broke the kiss and said "I love you so much ". I smiled and said "I love you more " before placing my lips on his. This time around the kiss was more passionate and full of love. Hunters hands stayed at my waistline, while his fingers massaged my sides. Hunters lips left mine to place kisses along my neck and chest. Suddenly he stopped and looked me in my eyes with worry. "Do you want to do this? " Hunter asked me with worry in his voice. I knew that I wanted him to be the one. I want him to take my virginity. "Yes, I do " I said softly before kissing him.

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So that's the end of this one guys! Please don't hate me guys, I just thought it needed to come to an end with a cute/Special ending. I really hope you liked My Babysitters Hunter Rowland. I love you my love bugs. 💋

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