Chapter 12|Romantic Nights

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Chapter 12 • Romantic Nights

Chapter 12 • Romantic Nights

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I was nervous. And excited. And more nervous than excited. I was going to be having my first romantic night out with Joey in years! After tonight's little concert we were going to have a night all to ourselves. I was not sure what to wear. Or what to tell Joey. I needed to talk to someone. I could not talk to Jordan about this with his given feelings for me.

"JON! I need you!" I call out back stage.

"Holly what is up?" he asks me as he hugs me.

"I have an issue. I can't talk to Joe or Jordan about this. I need some major advice" I stammer.

"Go on" he asks me.

"Are you sure?" I worry.

"Sure I am. What are friends for?" he asks me.

"Alright...here it goes" I begin.

"Holly you will be at the show tonight right?" Jordan asks as he comes by us. I sigh. I nod yes.

"Jordan I will be there" I vow.

"Good" he says. "Holly? Make sure I have waters before the show. My throat has been scratchy"

"Jordan I always do" I sigh. I wanted to talk to Jon alone.

"Jordan we were kind of in the middle of something private" Jon tells Jordan.

"Oh sorry" he laughs he heads off.

"Wait why can't Holly tell me? Is it about me?" Jordan demands to know as he comes back.

"It is about me alright? I do not want to talk to my boss about this or my boyfriend either" I snap.

"Oh okay than. As long as it is not about me" he jokes.

"GO!" I snap. Jordan finally leaves me with Jon.

"Sounds serious" Jon asks me.

"It IS"  I worry.

"Tell me in my dressing room. More privacy" he offers. We head back there.

"Okay Holly. Spill the beans" Jon demands.

"Here it goes. I Holly Porter...am a virgin" I sigh.

Jon looks at me. He looks a bit startled not sure of what to say. He bursts out laughing. I go to leave. He stops me.

"Holly that is not a big deal really" he promises me.

"It IS! Joey has been with someone! I never have been with anyone. Back then I waited for Joey. Then when we broke things off...well I never found someone I wanted to be with. I never got over him. I will be a huge joke to him. He won't want to be with me when he finds out what a loser I really am" I mutter.

"Holly you know that is not true. If anyone waited for me for that long, I would be touched. I would be flattered. You should be proud you waited for the perfect person to come along" Jon tells me. He smiles at me.

"You think so?" I ask him softly.

"I know so" he tells me. I hope he w was right about this. That I was not going to make a fool out of myself.

"Should I tell Joey first? Before things start up?" I worry.

"That is all up to you. But I really do not think all of that will matter. You both love each other" he reminds me.

Someone knocked on the door.

"Jon? Is Holly there with you? Jordan told me she was" I hear Joey's worried voice asking about me. My heart soars a little knowing he was worried.

"I am in here Joey" I call back. He comes in the room.

"Is everything alright you two?" he asks me.

"I will leave you two alone" Jon tells us. He smiles then winks at me before leaving the dressing room so I could talk to Joe.

"Is something wrong Holly?" he asks again. He pulls me close in his arms. I felt like such a loser.

"No not really" I lie.

"Holly tell me. What is going on?" he begs to know. He holds me close. He kisses me.

"Alright the thing is about me. Not about you or Jordan okay" I mutter.

"What about you?" he asks me.

"About tonight..." I stammer feeling a bundle of nerves hit me now.

"Go on" he says.

"I am....well there is something about me you do not know about" I begin.

"What is that exactly? Are you a werewolf? Are you going to transform at midnight?" he jokes.

"Joey" I giggle.

"Tell me baby" he asks me softly.

"Fine. I am....I am a virgin. Back in my past I waited for you. Then we broke up. I never found anyone I wanted to really be with. I did not think we would ever get the chance to be together. But we are now. I waited. I never got over you" I mutter at once feeling foolish. My cheeks grow redder by the second.

"Holly..." he sighs as he holds me close. He does not say a word as he holds onto me.

"Say something. Anything" I beg of him wishing I could crawl in a hole about now and hide away.

"The fact you waited for me...I can't tell you how much that means to me Holly. I wish I had waited. I always thought Jordan had been your first" he stammers as he holds me.

"You thought Jordan was? No....no Joey. Jordan and I never made love" I giggle.

"Wow, just wow" he laughs. He holds me closer.

"Do you have any idea how happy this made me? That you wanted only me? That even though you could not have me you did not take on another lover? I only wish I had waited for you" he mutters.

"Joey we are together now. I want you to be my first lover. And my last" I point out. He leans in and kisses me.

"I want that to Holly. More than anything. Wow, I have a lot to live up to don't I?" he chuckles softly.

"Joey you have nothing to live up to. I just want to be with you" I vow.

"Me to Holly. We will. Tonight. I love you" he vows.

"I love you Joey" I say happily as he smiles my way.

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