BTS - Suga

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Fire. It was everywhere, climbing up the walls and pouring out the windows of the apartment building.

"Yoongi!!" I cried "Yoongi!!"

I struggled to pass the firefighters, but failed miserably. I slumped to the ground defeated, and started to cry.

"It's all my fault... all my fault.."

<<20 minutes earlier>>

I unlocked the door to my apartment and stepped inside. It was on the small side but cozy nonetheless. I dropped my keys into the jar next to the door and continued to walk to the kitchen to put down my bags.

I jumped as my phone started to ring. Unknown caller, it read.

"Hello?"

"I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" the voice on the other end screamed.

"What, who is this?" I asked.

Then the voice started to crack.

"But I can't live without you.... I need you.."

This voice was starting to sound all too familiar.

"Y-Yoongi?"

But it was to late, the line was already dead.

I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Something bad was going to happen, and it was going to involve Yoongi.

Yoongi is my ex boyfriend, we broke up a couple months ago. Things had been going down hill for us and I just figured it would save us a lot of trouble, correction, save me a lot of trouble if I ended things. He took it pretty hard, and insisted we could make it work. But I was too scared to try. Over the past couple of weeks I have been getting similar calls from him, but none have been this bad.

I quickly grabbed my keys and sped over to his apartment on the other side of town. As I drove I couldn't help but think about what I would find.

<<flashback>>

"Hey babe!" Yoongi said cheerfully as I entered our shared apartment.

"Hey." I reply with little emotion.

He runs over to me and gives me hug but I don't return it. He pulls away and gives me a puzzled look.

"Um...can we talk?" I ask. I can already see the fear in his eyes.

"Sure, what's up?"

I walk into our small livingroom and sit down. Yoongi sits adjacent from me.

"Y/n why so serious? You're not breaking up with me are you?" He laughs awkwardly.

"Actually, I think... Maybe we should take a break." I say and start to fiddle with my hands.

"What? Why? Did I do something wrong? I mean, I know things have been rough lately but I'm trying, I really am." He says while running a hand through his red hair.

My heart breaks at the sight of him in pain.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong. It's... It's me. I just, I have some stuff I need to sort out."

"We can figure this out, we can fix this. Can't we?" He whispers with tears in his eyes.

"I don't think so, not this time." I whisper.

Tears start to run down his cheeks and my hand instinctively goes up toward his face but Yoongi catches my hand.

"Don't." He says anger evident in his voice.

I get up, grab a few select items and walk out the door. As it closes behind me I can't help but let out a sob.

"I love you so much Yoongi..."

<<end of flashback>>

As I pull up to his apartment building I see the flames, the apartment building is on fire.

"Oh my god."

I get out of my car and run towards the group of people standing in front of the building.

All I can think about is Yoongi. Is he still in the building? Is he ok? Where is he?

"Yoongi!! Yoongi!" I yell hoping to hear a response.

But my wish is not granted.

"Yoongi!" I cry out "Yoongi!"

It's all my fault, if I hadn't been so selfish this might not have happened.

"It's all my fault!" I scream and pound my fists against the ground. I wish I could go back in time, but its too late. Nothing I can do will bring him back.

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Please don't hate me!! So if you haven't guessed this is losely based off of the I need you mv. I'm pretty proud of this; I worked very hard on it. Anyway don't forget to comment and vote!!

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