Kpop Imagines/preferences [✔]

GOT7 - JB

"What are you still doing up? It's really late."

"I could ask you the same question Jaebum." I grinned.

I couldn't sleep so I had decided to make some hot chocolate, warm drinks always seemed to make me sleepy.

"I couldn't sleep." He whispered.

"Me too." I admitted, taking a small sip of my drink.

We both stood there for a moment. Breathing in the silence.

"Do you want some?" I asked, gesturing to the pot which contained hot coco.

"I would love some." Jaebum replied with a smile.

He stood beside me, slightly leaning on the kitchen counter.

"So, what's new with you?" I whispered as the rest of the boys were sleeping in the next room.

"Not much, we're preparing for our next comeback."

"Ah, I see."

I found myself staring at him. His brood shoulders and muscular arms. His dark brown hair was sticking up it places and I resisted the urge to run my hand through it. I then realized he was staring at me as well. I blushed and turned away, so I was now facing the wall.

I felt his hand creep under my chin and turn my head so I was facing him again. He slowly leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine.

I was shocked, Jaebum had never hinted that he had feelings for me. Even though I knew deep down I shouldn't, I gave in and I kissed him back.

The kiss was short but sweet. But that was all it was, a kiss. It could never be anything more, things were too complicated.

"J-Jaebum, why did you do that?"

"Because I like you, I care about you a lot and I wanted you to know that."

"What's going on?" Youngjae yawned, walking into the small kitchen.

"Nothing. I was just leaving." I said softly, giving Youngjae a small smile.

I took a step forward. But Jaebum caught my wrist and dragged me into the livingroom.

"Why did you dismiss my feelings?" He whispered harshly, careful not to cause a commotion.

"Because that's all they are. Feelings. We can't be together. Even if I feel the same there is nothing we can do. You're an idol, you don't have time for a girlfriend and I'm not waiting for you Jaebum, I can't." I replied firmly.

I felt terrible for the pain I was causing him but it was for the best.

Jaebum let go of my wrist and his eyes softened. The logical part of him seemed to win out because he nodded and backed away.

"I'm sorry." I whispered, wishing that the circumstances were different.

"I am too."

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I'm gonna be honest with you guys, if an idol (or my bias for that matter) asked me to date them I would politely decline. As much as I love my boys I could never date them. Think about it, you'd probably have to date in secret for a while, sneaking around and such. But you'd also never see them. I don't know about you but I want a boyfriend who is actually around. Another thing is hate, lots and lots of hate. And I definetly do not want to be in the spotlight. Cameras flashing, almost no privacy, I think I would go crazy. (Sings 2pm's Go Crazy) So anyway, in my opinion it wouldn't be a great idea to date an idol.

Sorry for my little rant. Anyway I hope you liked my one-shot! Don't forget to comment and vote!