Letter 89

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It's two A.M
I'm still pondering
What life could have been like
If I was still there
With the leaves trees and people
If I was still there suckling at the growth of my being
Would I still be myself if I hadn't have gone through it
Would I...
Create, acknowledge, and inspire
Would I?
Still be the same being
The same creature
The same me

What would it have been like with out

You, art, writing and myself
Funny that I still put you above everything
Even though I'm probably dead last for you

Words can not express the pain I still feel
Am I petty?
Nope.
Because two and a half years

Was a pretty damn long time
To love someone like that
I have never loved that same being more than five months

You lasted
Made me human
Made me feel
And think
And believe that it was true
Then my heart
Became two
I still wander around
Half of a heart
Trying to pray someone
Will love and make it whole again

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