My Love

Letter 81

My love,

It's an actual letter this time. Something I have thought about for the past 6-ish hours.

Ya know.... Sometimes I feel like when I get overly excited about things you don't care. And I'm sure that is how you feel with me.

I shouldn't expect you to be happy all the time. I shouldn't expect you to not bite my head off, I shouldn't pry into your head. Like I know I do...

And I'm sorry...

I am so sorry I pry, and get pissed off. I'm sorry I storm off when I should at least take common courtesy and listen to you.

But I don't, and it needs to change. There is a lot I need to change about my self where I can feel like I'm worthy for you. Yeah cheesy and stupid but that's a thing that will probably change....

I feel like I have met you and I notice all the things I do wrong....

I need to listen and understand you have problems too. Also, that you need someone to vent to. no I don't like the person you go to, but when you can't talk to me it is the only other choice. and I push that to you.

So I guess my main thing is I want to listen, need to even, just so can understand what's wrong. And have a better understanding.

But honey... I love you and will wait to the end.