My love
I have failed you
Failed my parents
Society
Most of my teachers
And my self
I am sucked back into the suffering
I'm told that all the anger
Is to light a fire under my ass
To get me to do better
My parents saying
"Your like your siblings!" And "you are a disappointment."
They don't make me do better
They upset me
They push me back further
Further into hatred and self loathing
And this may be the only way
My love to talk to you
By these letters
And....
I'm sorry it's all my fault
It's my fault for the failure I am
My fault I'm stupid
My fault I don't listen
My fault I won't play a big role in society...
I'm sorry f we drift
That will also be my fault if we do
YOU ARE READING
My Love
RomanceThese are letter, poems and rants either to my love or what ever..... I just want my love to know how much they mean to me
