My Love

Letter 21

Sleep is good when its of you

But sometimes

Its pain and hurt

So when I wake up I'm hurting

crying screaming and just all the way around

Telling myself it was a dream....

but please help me

I'm sorry

That I tell you not what they are about

And even if I don't

You still tell me it is okay

But today...

I hurt you and I feel like you wont tell me

That it will be okay and it isn't real

I feel as though you will tell me

It was all real... and that you hate me

It makes me cry and ....

I miss you

I want a hug

a kiss....

a life...

and you....

my love...

Please.. save me from myself

From my head and thoughts

Shoot me into a world.of wonderland

Id much rather be there with hattter

Hare and chesshire

Oh and you by my side

falling down the rabbit hole

please...just once come with me by my side

allow night

And save me

Please

Before...

one...two...three...

boom...