Loving him

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Loving him felt like running blindfolded through a maze

Tripping over things I didn't know of,

bruised and scarred from running into walls.

 Stumbling, crawling in the dark – in the unknown.

Fumbling in the dark, a matchstick in hand

but couldn't light any without setting myself on fire.

Loving him felt like drowning,

Fighting so hard to come up for air,

But eventually losing strength,

Slowly giving in to the numbness,

Loving him was madness,

Something I imagined beautifully in my head,

But was a tragic nightmare instead.


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